{"id":931,"date":"2017-01-01T18:18:49","date_gmt":"2017-01-01T17:18:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.nyje.al\/?p=931"},"modified":"2024-08-14T17:26:01","modified_gmt":"2024-08-14T15:26:01","slug":"vargje-nga-luljeta-lleshanaku","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/nyje.al\/sq\/vargje-nga-luljeta-lleshanaku\/","title":{"rendered":"Vargje nga Luljeta Lleshanaku"},"content":{"rendered":"<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-post\" data-elementor-id=\"931\" class=\"elementor elementor-931\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-d3f176c e-flex e-con-boxed wpr-particle-no wpr-jarallax-no wpr-parallax-no wpr-sticky-section-no e-con e-parent\" data-id=\"d3f176c\" data-element_type=\"container\" data-e-type=\"container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"e-con-inner\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-2d7077f3 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"2d7077f3\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p style=\"text-align: justify\"><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Luljeta Lleshanaku u lind m\u00eb 1968 n\u00eb Elbasan, dhe u rrit n\u00eb nj\u00eb familje n\u00eb internim, p\u00ebr shkak <\/span><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">t\u00eb oponenc\u00ebs ndaj regjimit t\u00eb imponuar nga diktatura komuniste shqiptare. <\/span><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Ka mbaruar studimet e larta p\u00ebr Gjuh\u00eb-Let\u00ebrsi n\u00eb Universitetin e Tiran\u00ebs dhe ka qen\u00eb <\/span><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">kryeredaktore e revist\u00ebs s\u00eb p\u00ebrjavshme \u201cZ\u00ebri i rinis\u00eb\u201d. M\u00eb pas, ka punuar p\u00ebr gazet\u00ebn <\/span><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">letrare \u201cDrita\u201d.<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: justify\"><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">N\u00eb vitin 1996, merr \u00e7mimin p\u00ebr librin m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u00eb vitit nga sht\u00ebpia botuese \u201cEurorilindja\u201d. <\/span><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">N\u00eb vitin 1999 merr pjes\u00eb n\u00eb \u201cInternational Writers Program\u201d n\u00eb Universitetin e Iowas. <\/span><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">\u00cbsht\u00eb autore e kat\u00ebr koleksioneve me poezi; nj\u00eb prej librave \u00ebsht\u00eb p\u00ebrkthyer n\u00eb anglisht nga Henry Israeli, me titullin \u201cFresco\u201d botuar n\u00eb New York, nga sht\u00ebpia botuese \u201cNew Directions 2002\u201d. Jo vet\u00ebm gjuha angleze ka nd\u00ebrmjet\u00ebsuar njohjen e poezis\u00eb s\u00eb saj dhe jet\u00ebs shqiptare jasht\u00eb kufijve t\u00eb Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb, por edhe p\u00ebrkthimi n\u00eb gjuh\u00ebn italiane, kroate, polake t\u00eb disa prej veprave t\u00eb saj.<\/span><\/p><blockquote><p style=\"text-align: justify\"><strong><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\"><em>Peter Constandin\u00eb shprehet p\u00ebr poezin\u00eb e Luljet\u00ebs :<\/em><\/span><\/strong><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">\u201cPra, nj\u00eb nga element\u00ebt q\u00eb e dallon poezin\u00eb e Luljeta Leshanakut nga t\u00eb tjerat \u00ebsht\u00eb mungesa e ndonj\u00eb komenti politik apo social. Larmia e pashoq e tematik\u00ebs s\u00eb poezis\u00eb s\u00eb saj, q\u00eb shmang reagimet sempliste ndaj t\u00eb kaluar\u00ebs s\u00eb tmerrshme dhe t\u00eb tashmes dhe t\u00eb ardhmes s\u00eb pasigurt, ndoshta p\u00ebrb\u00ebn nj\u00eb nga cil\u00ebsit\u00eb q\u00eb ju siguron veprave t\u00eb saj nj\u00eb vend nd\u00ebr klasik\u00ebt bashk\u00ebkohor\u00eb t\u00eb let\u00ebrsis\u00eb bot\u00ebrore. Ajo ju flet intimisht lexuesve, gj\u00eb q\u00eb p\u00ebrb\u00ebn tiparin dallues t\u00eb poet\u00ebve t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, t\u00eb aft\u00eb t\u00eb tejkaloj\u00eb \u00e7do koh\u00eb e kultur\u00eb.\u201d<\/span><\/p><\/blockquote><p style=\"text-align: justify\"><span style=\"color: #800000\"><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\"><strong>Disa poezi t\u00eb shk\u00ebputura nga v\u00ebllimi poetik \u201cF\u00ebmij\u00ebt e Natyr\u00ebs\u201d, <\/strong><\/span><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\"><strong>Luljeta Lleshanaku, shtator 2006<\/strong><\/span><\/span><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-7dd876a elementor-tabs-view-horizontal elementor-widget elementor-widget-tabs\" data-id=\"7dd876a\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"tabs.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-tabs\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-tabs-wrapper\" role=\"tablist\" >\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div id=\"elementor-tab-title-1311\" class=\"elementor-tab-title elementor-tab-desktop-title\" aria-selected=\"true\" data-tab=\"1\" role=\"tab\" tabindex=\"0\" aria-controls=\"elementor-tab-content-1311\" aria-expanded=\"false\">Autoportret n\u00eb Silic<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div id=\"elementor-tab-title-1312\" class=\"elementor-tab-title elementor-tab-desktop-title\" aria-selected=\"false\" data-tab=\"2\" role=\"tab\" tabindex=\"-1\" aria-controls=\"elementor-tab-content-1312\" aria-expanded=\"false\">Rr\u00ebfim n\u00eb vet\u00ebn e tret\u00eb<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div id=\"elementor-tab-title-1313\" class=\"elementor-tab-title elementor-tab-desktop-title\" aria-selected=\"false\" data-tab=\"3\" role=\"tab\" tabindex=\"-1\" aria-controls=\"elementor-tab-content-1313\" aria-expanded=\"false\">Lidhur me hiper metropin\u00eb<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div id=\"elementor-tab-title-1314\" class=\"elementor-tab-title elementor-tab-desktop-title\" aria-selected=\"false\" data-tab=\"4\" role=\"tab\" tabindex=\"-1\" aria-controls=\"elementor-tab-content-1314\" aria-expanded=\"false\">Duke ndjekur filmin e  mbr\u00ebmjes<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div id=\"elementor-tab-title-1315\" class=\"elementor-tab-title elementor-tab-desktop-title\" aria-selected=\"false\" data-tab=\"5\" role=\"tab\" tabindex=\"-1\" aria-controls=\"elementor-tab-content-1315\" aria-expanded=\"false\">Vonesa e turpit<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-tabs-content-wrapper\" role=\"tablist\" aria-orientation=\"vertical\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-tab-title elementor-tab-mobile-title\" aria-selected=\"true\" data-tab=\"1\" role=\"tab\" tabindex=\"0\" aria-controls=\"elementor-tab-content-1311\" aria-expanded=\"false\">Autoportret n\u00eb Silic<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<div id=\"elementor-tab-content-1311\" class=\"elementor-tab-content elementor-clearfix\" data-tab=\"1\" role=\"tabpanel\" aria-labelledby=\"elementor-tab-title-1311\" tabindex=\"0\" hidden=\"false\"><p><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Portreti im nuk ka ndryshuar edhe aq,<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">me kok\u00ebn pak t\u00eb anuar sikur k\u00ebrkon ndjes\u00eb.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Ndjes\u00eb p\u00ebr se, ndjes\u00eb p\u00ebr \u00e7far\u00eb<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">ndjes\u00eb se ndodhesha n\u00eb vendin e gabuar, n\u00eb koh\u00ebn e duhur<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">apo n\u00eb vendin e duhur, n\u00eb koh\u00ebn e gabuar<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">apo t\u00eb dyja bashk\u00eb? Ndjes\u00eb se isha prani at\u00ebher\u00eb<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">kur m\u00eb ishte k\u00ebrkuar t\u00eb isha e padukshme.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Mos e k\u00ebrcit lug\u00ebn kur ha, mos \u00ebnd\u00ebrro me z\u00eb,<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">atje ku digjesh- mos b\u00ebj tym, atje ku lahesh- mos b\u00ebj shkum\u00eb,<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">atje ku shk\u00ebrmoqesh- pend\u00ebt merri me vete,<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">atje ku shpirti rr\u00ebzohet me lastik t\u00eb k\u00ebputur n\u00ebp\u00ebr k\u00ebmb\u00eb, ik e mos i dil p\u00ebr zot,<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">dhe, besom\u00eb, jeta \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb e leht\u00eb<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">n\u00ebse je i paduksh\u00ebm.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Dhe un\u00eb ndoqa at\u00eb rrug\u00eb q\u00eb mu tha.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Qelq. Fillimisht isha xhami plot sharje i dritareve t\u00eb shkoll\u00ebs fillore,<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">q\u00eb lexohej ve\u00e7 n\u00eb dit\u00eb pluhuri.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">M\u00eb pas nj\u00eb monok\u00ebl-ajo \u00e7\u2019ka besonte nj\u00ebri sy, tjetri e vinte n\u00eb dyshim.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Dhe von\u00eb fillova t\u00eb shkruaj\u2026 Isha xhami i trash\u00eb<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">i nj\u00eb teleskopi,<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">q\u00eb yjet t\u2019i jep n\u00eb p\u00ebll\u00ebmb\u00eb t\u00eb dor\u00ebs.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Syri i njeriut po ai- i lodhur,<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">dhe yjet po ato miliona vite drit\u00eb larg<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">gjithsesi un\u00eb nuk jam nj\u00eb lajm i rrem\u00eb, por, ve\u00e7 i parakohsh\u00ebm,<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">mashtrimi im \u00ebsht\u00eb vet\u00ebm distanc\u00eb.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Mbase ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb nuk do t\u00eb jem m\u00eb qenia e padukshme,<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">kufiri dredhacak midis dy bot\u00ebve,<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">do t\u00eb kem z\u00eb, ngjyr\u00eb, e lexueshme edhe n\u00eb nj\u00eb dit\u00eb me shi<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">un\u00eb q\u00eb e di mir\u00eb se nj\u00eb p\u00ebrkulje e ndrojtur koke para fotografit<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">\u00ebsht\u00eb vet\u00ebm alibi.<\/span><\/p><\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-tab-title elementor-tab-mobile-title\" aria-selected=\"false\" data-tab=\"2\" role=\"tab\" tabindex=\"-1\" aria-controls=\"elementor-tab-content-1312\" aria-expanded=\"false\">Rr\u00ebfim n\u00eb vet\u00ebn e tret\u00eb<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<div id=\"elementor-tab-content-1312\" class=\"elementor-tab-content elementor-clearfix\" data-tab=\"2\" role=\"tabpanel\" aria-labelledby=\"elementor-tab-title-1312\" tabindex=\"0\" hidden=\"hidden\"><p><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Ajo z\u00eb fill<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">kur fillon t\u00eb k\u00ebrkosh nj\u00eb err\u00ebsir\u00eb t\u00eb ngjashme<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">me veten, si rim\u00ebn n\u00eb vargun pasues,<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">p\u00ebr pak muzik\u00eb, apo shk\u00ebmbim karboni si lulet n\u00eb mbr\u00ebmje,<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">ajo- njdesia e t\u00eb q\u00ebnit dyzet vje\u00e7.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Dhe \u00ebsht\u00eb vet\u00ebm \u00e7\u00ebshtje stili,<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">m\u00ebnyra se si ato vendosen mbi<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">nj\u00ebra- tjetr\u00ebn. Sepse nuk pritet m\u00eb p\u00ebrplasje, dhe as zhurm\u00eb,<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">goditja m\u00eb e fort\u00eb tashm\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb marr\u00eb,<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">si statujat, s\u00eb pari, e marrim at\u00eb n\u00eb hund\u00eb.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Nj\u00eb grua af\u00ebr t\u00eb dyzetave<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">\u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb hije n\u00eb k\u00ebrkim t\u00eb objektit<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">nj\u00eb e folur n\u00eb vet\u00ebn e tret\u00eb;<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">varg m\u00ebsimesh, me sh\u00ebnime t\u00eb vockla t\u00eb kuqe djathtas,<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">dhe n\u00ebnvizimesh. Zbraz\u00ebtit\u00eb midis rreshtave jan\u00eb mishi, si trupi<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">-vendpushime t\u00eb shkurtra, pas der\u00ebs s\u00eb dentistit<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">nga ku hyn edhe del<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">duhma e arsenikut.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">P\u00ebrvoj\u00eb.., p\u00ebrvoj\u00eb.., p\u00ebrvoj\u00eb,<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Zigzage t\u00eb vogla, dhe sensi i s\u00eb plot\u00ebs<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">me t\u00eb cilin, krimbi i m\u00ebndafshit bren gjethet e manit<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">duke u nisur nga maja.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Ajo b\u00ebn paqe me gjith\u00e7ka: mban sirtar\u00ebt n\u00eb rregull,<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">dhe b\u00ebn joga,<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">duke praktikuar shpirtin si nj\u00eb start<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">ngjitjesh dhe zbritjesh.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">\u2026kur i afohesh t\u00eb dyzetave,<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Ose m\u00eb mir\u00eb: n\u00ebse i afrohesh t\u00eb dyzetave,<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">sepse t\u00eb jesh dyzet nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb ligj nganj\u00ebher\u00eb,<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">por, nj\u00eb zgjedhje<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">si\u00e7 zgjedhim n\u00eb park at\u00eb stolin me shpin\u00eb nga rruga<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">n\u00ebse nuk presim dik\u00eb.<\/span><\/p><\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-tab-title elementor-tab-mobile-title\" aria-selected=\"false\" data-tab=\"3\" role=\"tab\" tabindex=\"-1\" aria-controls=\"elementor-tab-content-1313\" aria-expanded=\"false\">Lidhur me hiper metropin\u00eb<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<div id=\"elementor-tab-content-1313\" class=\"elementor-tab-content elementor-clearfix\" data-tab=\"3\" role=\"tabpanel\" aria-labelledby=\"elementor-tab-title-1313\" tabindex=\"0\" hidden=\"hidden\"><p><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Mos m\u00eb v\u00ebr faj, n\u00ebse kam humbur sensin e t\u00eb shikuarit af\u00ebr.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Jam rritur pa nj\u00eb puthje n\u00eb ball\u00eb n\u00eb mbr\u00ebmje para gjumit<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">si gjiri i detit pa nj\u00eb liman. S\u2019kam d\u00ebgjuar kurr\u00eb hapa t\u00eb fsheht\u00eb<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">posht\u00eb dritares, dhe rrall\u00ebher\u00eb p\u00ebrshp\u00ebrima n\u00eb vesh.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Ullinjt\u00eb n\u00eb oborr, ishin pron\u00eb e shtetit;<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Kanotjere e b\u00ebr\u00eb shosh\u00eb nga vrimat- gjat\u00eb dimrave m\u00eb t\u00eb begat\u00eb,<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">dhe asnj\u00ebra prej kokrrave nuk mb\u00ebrrinte n\u00eb tryez\u00eb.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Dhe s\u2019jam trembur kurr\u00eb nga nj\u00eb got\u00eb e thyer<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">me shenjat e mia t\u00eb buz\u00ebve- mund t\u00eb kishte q\u00ebn\u00eb nj\u00eb bestytni,<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">-asgj\u00eb nuk thyhej, en\u00ebt laheshin atyp\u00ebraty.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">S\u2019kam patur kurr\u00eb nj\u00eb sirtar<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">q\u00eb t\u00eb mos lehte si kone e rrahur sa her\u00eb q\u00eb futja duart.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Dhe s\u2019di se \u00e7\u2019\u00ebsht\u00eb farfurima e nj\u00eb k\u00ebmishe nate<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">fshehurazi midis dhomave.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">dhe as se \u00e7\u2019\u00ebsht\u00eb ngroht\u00ebsia e drunjt\u00eb e gj\u00ebrave posesive<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">si parmak\u00ebt prej druri, q\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7ojn\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb pagabuesh\u00ebm<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">n\u00eb katin ku \u00ebnd\u00ebrrohet\u2026,prekja e mendafsht\u00eb e astarit..,<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">-sendet t\u00eb cilat un\u00eb u p\u00ebrkas dhe m\u00eb p\u00ebrkasin.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Q\u00eb at\u00ebher\u00eb, forca ime nuk vjen nga brenda<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">por, s\u00eb jashtmi,<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">-nj\u00eb cop\u00eb mish i tymosur<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">n\u00eb m\u00ebshir\u00eb t\u00eb krip\u00ebs dhe acarit.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Dhe s\u2019e kam ndjer\u00eb ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb shijen e \u00ebmb\u00ebl t\u00eb fajit mbi vete<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">dhe as at\u00eb t\u00eb atht\u00ebn e pendimit. P\u00ebrderisa dhe ai, ndahej si hallva<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">n\u00eb dit\u00ebn e p\u00ebrshpirtjes, me t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt.<\/span><\/p><\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-tab-title elementor-tab-mobile-title\" aria-selected=\"false\" data-tab=\"4\" role=\"tab\" tabindex=\"-1\" aria-controls=\"elementor-tab-content-1314\" aria-expanded=\"false\">Duke ndjekur filmin e  mbr\u00ebmjes<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<div id=\"elementor-tab-content-1314\" class=\"elementor-tab-content elementor-clearfix\" data-tab=\"4\" role=\"tabpanel\" aria-labelledby=\"elementor-tab-title-1314\" tabindex=\"0\" hidden=\"hidden\"><p><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Duke u p\u00ebrkundur<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">n\u00eb kureshtjen e filmit t\u00eb mbr\u00ebmjes<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">t\u00eb kat\u00ebr, ne , ngjajm\u00eb me cop\u00ebzat e t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtit objekt<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">t\u00eb m\u00ebdha e t\u00eb vogla,<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">mbi nj\u00eb sit\u00eb t\u00eb im\u00ebt arkeolog\u00ebsh.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Brinj\u00eb, b\u00ebrryle, supe, gjunj\u00eb<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">t\u00eb mb\u00ebshtetur tek nj\u00ebri- tjetri lirsh\u00ebm<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">dhe nj\u00eb iluzion q\u00eb projektohet dridhsh\u00ebm<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">nga ekrani<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">n\u00eb arkitektur\u00ebn ton\u00eb jonike prej mishi.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">\u201cNe mund t\u00eb kishim qen\u00eb t\u00eb lumtur\u201d thua ti<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">me t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn dhimbshuri<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">si t\u00eb ishte fjala p\u00ebr qenin e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb, t\u00eb lidhur n\u00eb oborr,<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">n\u00eb nj\u00eb nat\u00eb t\u00eb frikshme kur vet\u00ebtimat ecin k\u00ebmb\u00ebzbathur mbi th\u00ebngjij.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Fikim dritat. B\u00ebhemi gati p\u00ebr gjum\u00eb.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Mendjet tona zverdhin si dy limon\u00eb n\u00eb err\u00ebsir\u00eb<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">T\u00eb thart\u00eb, t\u00eb hidhur, t\u00eb pak\u00ebnaqur nga vetja<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">\u201cNe mundet t\u00eb\u2026, sikur\u2026..!<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">E fshihemi n\u00eb nj\u00eb p\u00ebrqafim t\u00eb pafrym\u00eb<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">thjesht p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos folur<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">thjesht nga frika se do t\u00eb na duhet t\u00eb tregojm\u00eb<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">nj\u00eb histori q\u00eb ende nuk e njohim,<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">nd\u00ebrsa nuk ka asnj\u00eb t\u00eb lehur qeni, n\u00eb oborr.<\/span><\/p><\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-tab-title elementor-tab-mobile-title\" aria-selected=\"false\" data-tab=\"5\" role=\"tab\" tabindex=\"-1\" aria-controls=\"elementor-tab-content-1315\" aria-expanded=\"false\">Vonesa e turpit<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<div id=\"elementor-tab-content-1315\" class=\"elementor-tab-content elementor-clearfix\" data-tab=\"5\" role=\"tabpanel\" aria-labelledby=\"elementor-tab-title-1315\" tabindex=\"0\" hidden=\"hidden\"><p><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Thuhet,<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">se qen\u00eb pik\u00ebrisht parfumet,<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">ngurrim p\u00ebr t\u00eb l\u00ebn\u00eb Versaj\u00ebn pa aromat e saj t\u00eb preferuara trupore<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">(kur kuajt hing\u00ebllinin rrezikun n\u00eb oborr),<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">shkaku q\u00eb i mori jet\u00ebn Maria Antuanet\u00ebs.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Nj\u00eb her\u00eb bagazhi im<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Mb\u00ebrriti dy dit\u00eb pas meje n\u00eb Dublin.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">T\u00eb brendshmet, k\u00ebpucet num\u00ebr 37, tak\u00ebmi i higjen\u00ebs<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">thar\u00ebsja e flok\u00ebve, k\u00ebmisha e nat\u00ebs, valiumet,<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">norvela e p\u00ebrthyer n\u00eb faqen me g\u00ebrma korsive<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">dhe fustanet medium-petite,<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">v\u00ebrtiteshin t\u00eb hutuara, analfabete<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">n\u00eb trasportier\u00ebt e boshatisur t\u00eb aeroporteve transit.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Trupi \u00ebsht\u00eb i ngath\u00ebt; v\u00ebshtir\u00eb se t\u00eb befason<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">me kontinente dhe njer\u00ebz<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">t\u00eb cil\u00ebt imagjinata jon\u00eb i kish zbuluar me koh\u00eb.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Dhe gabimisht mund t\u00eb mendosh<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">se kur je i ri, i bukur e gjith\u00eb sh\u00ebndet,<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">\u00ebsht\u00eb trupi q\u00eb paraprin.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Kujto sa her\u00eb ai \u00ebsht\u00eb l\u00ebn\u00eb i vet\u00ebm n\u00eb qilimin e kuq<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">si aktor episodik, n\u00ebn zhg\u00ebnjimin e kamerave.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">I ngath\u00ebt, por dinak,<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">ai gjuan rastin p\u00ebr t\u00eb t\u00eb mb\u00ebrritur.<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Ja k\u00ebshtu, n\u00eb momentet e mia t\u00eb hezitimit<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">erdh\u00ebn n\u00eb jet\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebt. Dhe kopshti mu zgjerua me t\u00eb tjera stin\u00eb, tabela,<\/span><br \/><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">dhe t\u00eb tjera m\u00ebdyshje.<\/span><\/p><\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Luljeta Lleshanaku u lind m\u00eb 1968 n\u00eb Elbasan, dhe u rrit n\u00eb nj\u00eb familje n\u00eb internim, p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb oponenc\u00ebs ndaj regjimit t\u00eb imponuar nga diktatura komuniste shqiptare. Ka mbaruar studimet e larta p\u00ebr Gjuh\u00eb-Let\u00ebrsi n\u00eb Universitetin e Tiran\u00ebs dhe ka qen\u00eb kryeredaktore e revist\u00ebs s\u00eb p\u00ebrjavshme \u201cZ\u00ebri i rinis\u00eb\u201d. M\u00eb pas, ka punuar p\u00ebr gazet\u00ebn letrare \u201cDrita\u201d. N\u00eb vitin 1996, merr \u00e7mimin p\u00ebr librin m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u00eb vitit nga sht\u00ebpia botuese \u201cEurorilindja\u201d. N\u00eb vitin 1999 merr pjes\u00eb n\u00eb \u201cInternational Writers Program\u201d n\u00eb Universitetin e Iowas. \u00cbsht\u00eb autore e kat\u00ebr koleksioneve me poezi; nj\u00eb prej librave \u00ebsht\u00eb p\u00ebrkthyer n\u00eb anglisht nga Henry Israeli, me titullin \u201cFresco\u201d botuar n\u00eb New York, nga sht\u00ebpia botuese \u201cNew Directions 2002\u201d. Jo vet\u00ebm gjuha angleze ka nd\u00ebrmjet\u00ebsuar njohjen e poezis\u00eb s\u00eb saj dhe jet\u00ebs shqiptare jasht\u00eb kufijve t\u00eb Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb, por edhe p\u00ebrkthimi n\u00eb gjuh\u00ebn italiane, kroate, polake t\u00eb disa prej veprave t\u00eb saj. Peter Constandin\u00eb shprehet p\u00ebr poezin\u00eb e Luljet\u00ebs : \u201cPra, nj\u00eb nga element\u00ebt q\u00eb e dallon poezin\u00eb e Luljeta Leshanakut nga t\u00eb tjerat \u00ebsht\u00eb mungesa e ndonj\u00eb komenti politik apo social. Larmia e pashoq e tematik\u00ebs s\u00eb poezis\u00eb s\u00eb saj, q\u00eb shmang reagimet sempliste ndaj t\u00eb kaluar\u00ebs s\u00eb tmerrshme dhe t\u00eb tashmes dhe t\u00eb ardhmes s\u00eb pasigurt, ndoshta p\u00ebrb\u00ebn nj\u00eb nga cil\u00ebsit\u00eb q\u00eb ju siguron veprave t\u00eb saj nj\u00eb vend nd\u00ebr klasik\u00ebt bashk\u00ebkohor\u00eb t\u00eb let\u00ebrsis\u00eb bot\u00ebrore. 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Ndjes\u00eb p\u00ebr se, ndjes\u00eb p\u00ebr \u00e7far\u00eb ndjes\u00eb se ndodhesha n\u00eb vendin e gabuar, n\u00eb koh\u00ebn e duhur apo n\u00eb vendin e duhur, n\u00eb koh\u00ebn e gabuar apo t\u00eb dyja bashk\u00eb? Ndjes\u00eb se isha prani at\u00ebher\u00eb kur m\u00eb ishte k\u00ebrkuar t\u00eb isha e padukshme. Mos e k\u00ebrcit lug\u00ebn kur ha, mos \u00ebnd\u00ebrro me z\u00eb, atje ku digjesh- mos b\u00ebj tym, atje ku lahesh- mos b\u00ebj shkum\u00eb, atje ku shk\u00ebrmoqesh- pend\u00ebt merri me vete, atje ku shpirti rr\u00ebzohet me lastik t\u00eb k\u00ebputur n\u00ebp\u00ebr k\u00ebmb\u00eb, ik e mos i dil p\u00ebr zot, dhe, besom\u00eb, jeta \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb e leht\u00eb n\u00ebse je i paduksh\u00ebm. Dhe un\u00eb ndoqa at\u00eb rrug\u00eb q\u00eb mu tha. Qelq. Fillimisht isha xhami plot sharje i dritareve t\u00eb shkoll\u00ebs fillore, q\u00eb lexohej ve\u00e7 n\u00eb dit\u00eb pluhuri. M\u00eb pas nj\u00eb monok\u00ebl-ajo \u00e7\u2019ka besonte nj\u00ebri sy, tjetri e vinte n\u00eb dyshim. Dhe von\u00eb fillova t\u00eb shkruaj\u2026 Isha xhami i trash\u00eb i nj\u00eb teleskopi, q\u00eb yjet t\u2019i jep n\u00eb p\u00ebll\u00ebmb\u00eb t\u00eb dor\u00ebs. Syri i njeriut po ai- i lodhur, dhe yjet po ato miliona vite drit\u00eb larg gjithsesi un\u00eb nuk jam nj\u00eb lajm i rrem\u00eb, por, ve\u00e7 i parakohsh\u00ebm, mashtrimi im \u00ebsht\u00eb vet\u00ebm distanc\u00eb. Mbase ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb nuk do t\u00eb jem m\u00eb qenia e padukshme, kufiri dredhacak midis dy bot\u00ebve, do t\u00eb kem z\u00eb, ngjyr\u00eb, e lexueshme edhe n\u00eb nj\u00eb dit\u00eb me shi un\u00eb q\u00eb e di mir\u00eb se nj\u00eb p\u00ebrkulje e ndrojtur koke para fotografit \u00ebsht\u00eb vet\u00ebm alibi. Rr\u00ebfim n\u00eb vet\u00ebn e tret\u00eb Ajo z\u00eb fill kur fillon t\u00eb k\u00ebrkosh nj\u00eb err\u00ebsir\u00eb t\u00eb ngjashme me veten, si rim\u00ebn n\u00eb vargun pasues, p\u00ebr pak muzik\u00eb, apo shk\u00ebmbim karboni si lulet n\u00eb mbr\u00ebmje, ajo- njdesia e t\u00eb q\u00ebnit dyzet vje\u00e7. Dhe \u00ebsht\u00eb vet\u00ebm \u00e7\u00ebshtje stili, m\u00ebnyra se si ato vendosen mbi nj\u00ebra- tjetr\u00ebn. Sepse nuk pritet m\u00eb p\u00ebrplasje, dhe as zhurm\u00eb, goditja m\u00eb e fort\u00eb tashm\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb marr\u00eb, si statujat, s\u00eb pari, e marrim at\u00eb n\u00eb hund\u00eb. Nj\u00eb grua af\u00ebr t\u00eb dyzetave \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb hije n\u00eb k\u00ebrkim t\u00eb objektit nj\u00eb e folur n\u00eb vet\u00ebn e tret\u00eb; varg m\u00ebsimesh, me sh\u00ebnime t\u00eb vockla t\u00eb kuqe djathtas, dhe n\u00ebnvizimesh. Zbraz\u00ebtit\u00eb midis rreshtave jan\u00eb mishi, si trupi -vendpushime t\u00eb shkurtra, pas der\u00ebs s\u00eb dentistit nga ku hyn edhe del duhma e arsenikut. P\u00ebrvoj\u00eb.., p\u00ebrvoj\u00eb.., p\u00ebrvoj\u00eb, Zigzage t\u00eb vogla, dhe sensi i s\u00eb plot\u00ebs me t\u00eb cilin, krimbi i m\u00ebndafshit bren gjethet e manit duke u nisur nga maja. Ajo b\u00ebn paqe me gjith\u00e7ka: mban sirtar\u00ebt n\u00eb rregull, dhe b\u00ebn joga, duke praktikuar shpirtin si nj\u00eb start ngjitjesh dhe zbritjesh. \u2026kur i afohesh t\u00eb dyzetave, Ose m\u00eb mir\u00eb: n\u00ebse i afrohesh t\u00eb dyzetave, sepse t\u00eb jesh dyzet nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb ligj nganj\u00ebher\u00eb, por, nj\u00eb zgjedhje si\u00e7 zgjedhim n\u00eb park at\u00eb stolin me shpin\u00eb nga rruga n\u00ebse nuk presim dik\u00eb. Lidhur me hiper metropin\u00eb Mos m\u00eb v\u00ebr faj, n\u00ebse kam humbur sensin e t\u00eb shikuarit af\u00ebr. Jam rritur pa nj\u00eb puthje n\u00eb ball\u00eb n\u00eb mbr\u00ebmje para gjumit si gjiri i detit pa nj\u00eb liman. S\u2019kam d\u00ebgjuar kurr\u00eb hapa t\u00eb fsheht\u00eb posht\u00eb dritares, dhe rrall\u00ebher\u00eb p\u00ebrshp\u00ebrima n\u00eb vesh. Ullinjt\u00eb n\u00eb oborr, ishin pron\u00eb e shtetit; Kanotjere e b\u00ebr\u00eb shosh\u00eb nga vrimat- gjat\u00eb dimrave m\u00eb t\u00eb begat\u00eb, dhe asnj\u00ebra prej kokrrave nuk mb\u00ebrrinte n\u00eb tryez\u00eb. Dhe s\u2019jam trembur kurr\u00eb nga nj\u00eb got\u00eb e thyer me shenjat e mia t\u00eb buz\u00ebve- mund t\u00eb kishte q\u00ebn\u00eb nj\u00eb bestytni, -asgj\u00eb nuk thyhej, en\u00ebt laheshin atyp\u00ebraty. S\u2019kam patur kurr\u00eb nj\u00eb sirtar q\u00eb t\u00eb mos lehte si kone e rrahur sa her\u00eb q\u00eb futja duart. Dhe s\u2019di se \u00e7\u2019\u00ebsht\u00eb farfurima e nj\u00eb k\u00ebmishe nate fshehurazi midis dhomave. dhe as se \u00e7\u2019\u00ebsht\u00eb ngroht\u00ebsia e drunjt\u00eb e gj\u00ebrave posesive si parmak\u00ebt prej druri, q\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7ojn\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb pagabuesh\u00ebm n\u00eb katin ku \u00ebnd\u00ebrrohet\u2026,prekja e mendafsht\u00eb e astarit.., -sendet t\u00eb cilat un\u00eb u p\u00ebrkas dhe m\u00eb p\u00ebrkasin. Q\u00eb at\u00ebher\u00eb, forca ime nuk vjen nga brenda por, s\u00eb jashtmi, -nj\u00eb cop\u00eb mish i tymosur n\u00eb m\u00ebshir\u00eb t\u00eb krip\u00ebs dhe acarit. 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