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Diana Malaj | 27.07.2018 | nyje.al<\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/p>

Ky udh\u00ebtim fotografik n\u00eb vite na zhvendos nga koh\u00ebt e reja n\u00eb vende dhe koh\u00eb t\u00eb shkuara, nga e sotmja n\u00eb vitet \u201970-\u201990, nga nj\u00eb sht\u00ebpi n\u00eb periferi t\u00eb Kamz\u00ebs n\u00eb nj\u00eb fshat t\u00eb Tropoj\u00ebs, Bujanit, prej t\u00eb cilit shum\u00eb familje jan\u00eb larguar pas ngopjes s\u00eb keqes s\u00eb madhe, r\u00ebnies s\u00eb diktatur\u00ebs.<\/span><\/p>

E gjej n\u00eb oborr pasi e ka lar\u00eb at\u00eb me uj\u00eb bunari. Zbathur, po ujit nj\u00eb lulebor\u00eb. Mban veshur nj\u00eb bluz\u00eb t\u00eb holl\u00eb ngjyr\u00eb ulliri dhe nj\u00eb fund me lule t\u00eb \u00e7elura, i gjat\u00eb deri n\u00ebn gjurit. Me shpin\u00ebn kthyer der\u00ebs s\u00eb madhe, ia shquaj flok\u00ebt e kapura, i nj\u00ebjti model prej m\u00eb shum\u00eb se 30 vitesh. Nj\u00eb tuf\u00eb flok\u00ebsh q\u00eb b\u00ebjn\u00eb rrotullimin rreth vetes dhe rreth nj\u00eb shq\u00ebt\u00ebsimi t\u00eb p\u00ebrjetsh\u00ebm n\u00ebne. Ka\u00e7urrelat e saj gjysm\u00eb t\u00eb dor\u00ebzuara,i sheh vet\u00ebm pasi lahet n\u00eb mbr\u00ebmje, pastaj i mbledh shpejt e shpejt ashtu t\u00eb lagura dhe bie n\u00eb gjum\u00eb e fundit.Vajza e vog\u00ebl i thot\u00eb q\u00eb t\u2019i shkurtoj\u00eb. Ajo hutohet p\u00ebr pak dhe i prek me duar, pastaj kthjellohet dhe ia pret \u201cjam plak\u00eb tash, s\u2019kam ma vakt p\u00ebr harlisje\u201d. Dhe k\u00ebt\u00eb ia p\u00ebrs\u00ebrit prej shum\u00eb vitesh.<\/span><\/p>

Nga dhoma e saj merr me vete nj\u00eb grusht fotografish bardh e zi, t\u00eb ruajtura n\u00eb fundin e ark\u00ebs prej druri, mbuluar me disa peshqir\u00eb t\u00eb bardh\u00eb mbledhur nd\u00ebr vite p\u00ebr nusen e djalit. Me nj\u00ebfar\u00eb shkujdesjeje dhe pa r\u00ebn\u00eb shum\u00eb n\u00eb sy, filloj dhe shoh fotot e vjetra. Disa prej tyre datojn\u00eb n\u00eb vitet \u201970. Zgjedh nj\u00ebr\u00ebn. \u00cbsht\u00eb ajo me dy f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e par\u00eb. Djalin e vog\u00ebl e mban n\u00eb krah, nd\u00ebrsa vajz\u00ebn e madhe, e shtr\u00ebngon af\u00ebr belit.\u00cbsht\u00eb 26 vje\u00e7 n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb foto. Dalloj fustanin e fresk\u00ebt veror me pala deri n\u00eb n\u00ebngju. Nj\u00eb bluz\u00eb me jak\u00eb t\u00eb rrumbullak\u00ebt rreth qaf\u00ebs. \u00cbsht\u00eb e hajthshme. E sforcuar e mban djalin n\u00eb krah\u00eb. \u201cNuk m\u00eb ka njoft\u00eb im at\u00eb kur i pata shkue p\u00ebr vizit\u00eb. Flok\u00ebt m\u00eb ishin zbardh aq shum\u00eb prej dilli… Punojsha tan\u00eb dit\u00ebn n\u00eb kooperativ\u00eb.\u201d<\/span><\/p>

Nga fotoja dalloj nj\u00eb pamje t\u00eb p\u00ebrvuajtur, nj\u00eb p\u00ebll\u00ebmb\u00eb balluke e hedhur anash ballit si gjethe n\u00eb nj\u00eb tok\u00eb t\u00eb plasaritur. Ndalem te kostumi i vajz\u00ebs s\u00eb saj. \u201cIa kam q\u00ebndis vet\u00eb\u201d, thot\u00eb, \u201cI zhbajsha fustanet e mia t\u00eb vjet\u00ebr dhe ia qepsha Lol\u00ebs. Dy lulet n\u00eb gujt e saj ia kam q\u00ebndis\u00eb me duert e mia. I bajsha qashtu si\u00e7 dijsha. Nuk kishna mund\u00ebsi t\u00eb tjera, m\u00eb duhej me i ba vet\u00eb. Edhe djathin p\u00ebr nji familje prej kat\u00ebr vetash ua nxajsha n\u00eb nj\u00eb xheze kafjeje.\u201d<\/span><\/p>

Viti 1988. Diku n\u00eb nj\u00eb cep t\u00eb gjelb\u00ebruar t\u00eb oborrit n\u00eb Bujan, kjo grua p\u00ebrpara meje, shk\u00ebputet fluturimthi nga dhoma e zjarrit p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb nj\u00eb fotografi. Ishte rast i rrall\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb vinte nj\u00eb fotograf n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. Zakonisht vet\u00ebm n\u00eb raste dasmash. Nj\u00eb burr\u00eb dhe nj\u00eb grua n\u00eb nj\u00eb foto bardh e zi. Das\u00ebm n\u00eb fshat. Atmosfera e martes\u00ebs dallohet vet\u00ebm n\u00eb veshjen tradicionale t\u00eb gruas. P\u00ebrshkrimi mbrapa fotos thot\u00eb: \u201cme rastin e martes\u00ebs s\u00eb Sefdilit, viti 1989.\u201d \u00c7do gj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr duket si nj\u00eb dit\u00eb krejt e zakont\u00eb. Njer\u00ebz q\u00eb shtrihen n\u00eb p\u00ebrmasat e nj\u00eb thjesht\u00ebsie t\u00eb plot\u00eb, me nj\u00eb k\u00ebmish\u00eb t\u00eb arnuar, nj\u00eb pal\u00eb k\u00ebpuc\u00eb t\u00eb marra hua, rripin e pantallonave mb\u00ebrthyer n\u00eb bir\u00ebn q\u00eb kishte hapur me goxhd\u00eb, dhe n\u00eb sfond nj\u00eb fshat q\u00eb shtrihet buz\u00eb nj\u00eb lumi, a nj\u00eb humnere tejet t\u00eb lag\u00ebsht. Fotografi q\u00eb t\u00eb tregojn\u00eb aq sa duhet: dit\u00ebn, muajin, vitin, rastin dhe emrat e atyre q\u00eb kan\u00eb dal\u00eb. Faktet- ata duan t\u00eb ruajn\u00eb k\u00ebto fakte t\u00eb thjeshta jet\u00ebsore, si spiranc\u00eb e hedhur n\u00eb bregun e koh\u00ebs, si e vetmja m\u00ebnyr\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos harruar \u00e7\u2019ka rrjedh\u00eb m\u00eb pas. Gruaja mban n\u00eb kok\u00eb nj\u00eb shami t\u00eb palidhur, jelek, \u00e7orape t\u00eb trasha dhe nj\u00eb fustan pa ngjyra. Duart i ka t\u00eb lidhura n\u00eb bel. Duhet t\u00eb jet\u00eb 30 vje\u00e7e. Ka nj\u00eb shikim t\u00eb but\u00eb e t\u00eb thell\u00eb. Q\u00ebndrimi i saj m\u00eb sjell pran\u00eb hijen e nj\u00eb mali me bore n\u00eb prag pranvere. Nj\u00eb gjysm\u00eb gaz shkrihet n\u00eb portretin e saj. Vet\u00ebp\u00ebrmbajtje mali.<\/span><\/p>

Kaloj te fotografia tjet\u00ebr: dy burra tejet elegant\u00eb, veshur me kostume dhe k\u00ebmisha t\u00eb bardha. Si rrall\u00eb n\u00ebp\u00ebr foto t\u00eb tjera: qeshin t\u00eb p\u00ebrqafuar. Shkrimi nga mbrapa fotografis\u00eb thot\u00eb: \u201cMe rastin e dasm\u00ebs s\u00eb Hamzait. T\u00eb h\u00ebn\u00ebn 17-09-79. Dal\u00eb teTrandafili.\u201d \u201cKan\u00eb pas\u00eb nj\u00eb trandafil shum\u00eb t\u00eb bukur n\u00eb cep t\u00eb oborrit t\u00eb shpis\u00eb s\u00eb madhe, aty dilshin tana herat n\u00eb fotografi.\u201dShih, m\u00eb thot\u00eb, sesi jan\u00eb vesh\u00eb. Njani nuk \u00e7onte lek\u00eb n\u00eb shpi po blente ve\u00e7 tesha, q\u00eb n\u2019at koh\u00eb s\u2019i ka pas\u00eb kush si ai. Kurse tjetri rrinte tan\u00eb nat\u00ebn tuj i kep vet. T\u00eb dy jan\u00eb kan\u00eb merakli t\u2019maruem p\u00ebr tesha t\u00eb mira. Duhet t\u00eb jet\u00eb kan\u00eb e hane\u2026po, dita kur nusja rrinte n\u00eb divan. Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb pas dasme, nuses i duhej me nejt n\u00eb divan p\u00ebr me ardh me e pa tana grat\u00eb e katunit. Asaj ju dashke me kan\u00eb gati qysh prej ores tet\u00eb t\u00eb nadjes, u ulke n\u00eb divan, i lidhte duert p\u00ebrpara belit. Duhej me nejt me syt\u00eb ul\u00eb, nana jeme n\u2019at\u00eb koh\u00eb m\u2019thanke: \u201cDuhet me kqyr n\u00eb lule t\u00eb shtat\u00eb t\u00eb sexhades!\u201d p\u00ebr me e pas\u00eb ma leht\u00eb e mos me harrue e pahiri me i \u00e7ue syt\u00eb. Tana grate i bijshin \u00e7ka kishin n\u2019shpi. Dikush djath\u00eb, dikush tlyen, dikush tjet\u00ebr \u00e7orap e 30 lek\u00eb\u2026k\u00ebshtu ma. Me harrna, jeta jon\u00eb asht kan\u00eb me harrna.\u201d<\/span><\/p>

Nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr fotografi e shkrepur at\u00eb t\u00eb h\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb vitit 1979 n\u00eb oborrin e nj\u00eb sht\u00ebpie n\u00eb fshatin e Bujanit, ka t\u00eb fiksuar dy djem t\u00eb rinj me kostume t\u00eb zeza dhe me qeleshe n\u00eb kok\u00eb. N\u00eb mes tyre ka nj\u00eb bosh prej dy p\u00ebll\u00ebmb\u00ebsh. Jan\u00eb t\u00eb kthyer n\u00eb profil, me duar n\u00eb xhepa, rrin\u00eb drejt e me k\u00ebmb\u00eb t\u00eb ngulura fort n\u00eb tok\u00eb. Kan\u00eb veshur pantallona t\u00eb gjera tub deri n\u00eb fund t\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00ebve, k\u00ebmisha t\u00eb bardha, nd\u00ebrsa xhaketat, kuptohet nga kostumet q\u00eb i kan\u00eb shk\u00ebmbyer me nj\u00ebri-tjetrin. Jan\u00eb dy v\u00ebllez\u00ebr, nj\u00eb brezni. Mbrapa tyre ka shum\u00eb gjethe dhe pas gjethesh nj\u00eb kthjellt\u00ebsi uji lumi.<\/span><\/p>

Fotografia e tre breznive m\u00eb shfaqet nga fundi. Kan\u00eb dale dymb\u00ebdhjet\u00eb veta n\u00eb nj\u00eb foto t\u00eb vog\u00ebl. N\u00eb ballore, baba. I ngjan atit n\u00eb nj\u00eb poezi t\u00eb Camajt. Ose, ashtu e shpetoj veten per t’u mos u thelluar ne pershkrimin e tij. Rreth e rrotull tij bijat, rejat veshur me fund e pantallona dhe me shami t\u00eb bardha, nj\u00ebri nga djemt\u00eb q\u00ebndron ulur me \u00e7ifteli n\u00eb preh\u00ebr dhe nipat anash. N\u00eb an\u00eb, t\u00eb tret\u00ebt n\u00eb brezni, shquaj f\u00ebmij\u00eb me portret t\u00eb prer\u00eb\u2026dhe pyes \u00e7\u2019u b\u00eb n\u00eb thelb me ta? N\u00eb thelb, \u00e7\u2019u b\u00eb me njeriun?<\/span><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t

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Diana Malaj | 27.07.2018 | nyje.al Ky udh\u00ebtim fotografik n\u00eb vite na zhvendos nga koh\u00ebt e reja n\u00eb vende dhe koh\u00eb t\u00eb shkuara, nga e sotmja n\u00eb vitet \u201970-\u201990, nga nj\u00eb sht\u00ebpi n\u00eb periferi t\u00eb Kamz\u00ebs n\u00eb nj\u00eb fshat t\u00eb Tropoj\u00ebs, Bujanit, prej t\u00eb cilit shum\u00eb familje jan\u00eb larguar pas ngopjes s\u00eb keqes s\u00eb madhe, r\u00ebnies s\u00eb diktatur\u00ebs. E gjej n\u00eb oborr pasi e ka lar\u00eb at\u00eb me uj\u00eb bunari. Zbathur, po ujit nj\u00eb lulebor\u00eb. Mban veshur nj\u00eb bluz\u00eb t\u00eb holl\u00eb ngjyr\u00eb ulliri dhe nj\u00eb fund me lule t\u00eb \u00e7elura, i gjat\u00eb deri n\u00ebn gjurit. Me shpin\u00ebn kthyer der\u00ebs s\u00eb madhe, ia shquaj flok\u00ebt e kapura, i nj\u00ebjti model prej m\u00eb shum\u00eb se 30 vitesh. Nj\u00eb tuf\u00eb flok\u00ebsh q\u00eb b\u00ebjn\u00eb rrotullimin rreth vetes dhe rreth nj\u00eb shq\u00ebt\u00ebsimi t\u00eb p\u00ebrjetsh\u00ebm n\u00ebne. Ka\u00e7urrelat e saj gjysm\u00eb t\u00eb dor\u00ebzuara,i sheh vet\u00ebm pasi lahet n\u00eb mbr\u00ebmje, pastaj i mbledh shpejt e shpejt ashtu t\u00eb lagura dhe bie n\u00eb gjum\u00eb e fundit.Vajza e vog\u00ebl i thot\u00eb q\u00eb t\u2019i shkurtoj\u00eb. Ajo hutohet p\u00ebr pak dhe i prek me duar, pastaj kthjellohet dhe ia pret \u201cjam plak\u00eb tash, s\u2019kam ma vakt p\u00ebr harlisje\u201d. Dhe k\u00ebt\u00eb ia p\u00ebrs\u00ebrit prej shum\u00eb vitesh. Nga dhoma e saj merr me vete nj\u00eb grusht fotografish bardh e zi, t\u00eb ruajtura n\u00eb fundin e ark\u00ebs prej druri, mbuluar me disa peshqir\u00eb t\u00eb bardh\u00eb mbledhur nd\u00ebr vite p\u00ebr nusen e djalit. Me nj\u00ebfar\u00eb shkujdesjeje dhe pa r\u00ebn\u00eb shum\u00eb n\u00eb sy, filloj dhe shoh fotot e vjetra. Disa prej tyre datojn\u00eb n\u00eb vitet \u201970. Zgjedh nj\u00ebr\u00ebn. \u00cbsht\u00eb ajo me dy f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e par\u00eb. Djalin e vog\u00ebl e mban n\u00eb krah, nd\u00ebrsa vajz\u00ebn e madhe, e shtr\u00ebngon af\u00ebr belit.\u00cbsht\u00eb 26 vje\u00e7 n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb foto. Dalloj fustanin e fresk\u00ebt veror me pala deri n\u00eb n\u00ebngju. Nj\u00eb bluz\u00eb me jak\u00eb t\u00eb rrumbullak\u00ebt rreth qaf\u00ebs. \u00cbsht\u00eb e hajthshme. E sforcuar e mban djalin n\u00eb krah\u00eb. \u201cNuk m\u00eb ka njoft\u00eb im at\u00eb kur i pata shkue p\u00ebr vizit\u00eb. Flok\u00ebt m\u00eb ishin zbardh aq shum\u00eb prej dilli… Punojsha tan\u00eb dit\u00ebn n\u00eb kooperativ\u00eb.\u201d Nga fotoja dalloj nj\u00eb pamje t\u00eb p\u00ebrvuajtur, nj\u00eb p\u00ebll\u00ebmb\u00eb balluke e hedhur anash ballit si gjethe n\u00eb nj\u00eb tok\u00eb t\u00eb plasaritur. Ndalem te kostumi i vajz\u00ebs s\u00eb saj. \u201cIa kam q\u00ebndis vet\u00eb\u201d, thot\u00eb, \u201cI zhbajsha fustanet e mia t\u00eb vjet\u00ebr dhe ia qepsha Lol\u00ebs. Dy lulet n\u00eb gujt e saj ia kam q\u00ebndis\u00eb me duert e mia. I bajsha qashtu si\u00e7 dijsha. Nuk kishna mund\u00ebsi t\u00eb tjera, m\u00eb duhej me i ba vet\u00eb. Edhe djathin p\u00ebr nji familje prej kat\u00ebr vetash ua nxajsha n\u00eb nj\u00eb xheze kafjeje.\u201d Viti 1988. Diku n\u00eb nj\u00eb cep t\u00eb gjelb\u00ebruar t\u00eb oborrit n\u00eb Bujan, kjo grua p\u00ebrpara meje, shk\u00ebputet fluturimthi nga dhoma e zjarrit p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb nj\u00eb fotografi. Ishte rast i rrall\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb vinte nj\u00eb fotograf n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. Zakonisht vet\u00ebm n\u00eb raste dasmash. Nj\u00eb burr\u00eb dhe nj\u00eb grua n\u00eb nj\u00eb foto bardh e zi. Das\u00ebm n\u00eb fshat. Atmosfera e martes\u00ebs dallohet vet\u00ebm n\u00eb veshjen tradicionale t\u00eb gruas. P\u00ebrshkrimi mbrapa fotos thot\u00eb: \u201cme rastin e martes\u00ebs s\u00eb Sefdilit, viti 1989.\u201d \u00c7do gj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr duket si nj\u00eb dit\u00eb krejt e zakont\u00eb. Njer\u00ebz q\u00eb shtrihen n\u00eb p\u00ebrmasat e nj\u00eb thjesht\u00ebsie t\u00eb plot\u00eb, me nj\u00eb k\u00ebmish\u00eb t\u00eb arnuar, nj\u00eb pal\u00eb k\u00ebpuc\u00eb t\u00eb marra hua, rripin e pantallonave mb\u00ebrthyer n\u00eb bir\u00ebn q\u00eb kishte hapur me goxhd\u00eb, dhe n\u00eb sfond nj\u00eb fshat q\u00eb shtrihet buz\u00eb nj\u00eb lumi, a nj\u00eb humnere tejet t\u00eb lag\u00ebsht. Fotografi q\u00eb t\u00eb tregojn\u00eb aq sa duhet: dit\u00ebn, muajin, vitin, rastin dhe emrat e atyre q\u00eb kan\u00eb dal\u00eb. Faktet- ata duan t\u00eb ruajn\u00eb k\u00ebto fakte t\u00eb thjeshta jet\u00ebsore, si spiranc\u00eb e hedhur n\u00eb bregun e koh\u00ebs, si e vetmja m\u00ebnyr\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos harruar \u00e7\u2019ka rrjedh\u00eb m\u00eb pas. Gruaja mban n\u00eb kok\u00eb nj\u00eb shami t\u00eb palidhur, jelek, \u00e7orape t\u00eb trasha dhe nj\u00eb fustan pa ngjyra. Duart i ka t\u00eb lidhura n\u00eb bel. Duhet t\u00eb jet\u00eb 30 vje\u00e7e. Ka nj\u00eb shikim t\u00eb but\u00eb e t\u00eb thell\u00eb. Q\u00ebndrimi i saj m\u00eb sjell pran\u00eb hijen e nj\u00eb mali me bore n\u00eb prag pranvere. Nj\u00eb gjysm\u00eb gaz shkrihet n\u00eb portretin e saj. Vet\u00ebp\u00ebrmbajtje mali. Kaloj te fotografia tjet\u00ebr: dy burra tejet elegant\u00eb, veshur me kostume dhe k\u00ebmisha t\u00eb bardha. Si rrall\u00eb n\u00ebp\u00ebr foto t\u00eb tjera: qeshin t\u00eb p\u00ebrqafuar. Shkrimi nga mbrapa fotografis\u00eb thot\u00eb: \u201cMe rastin e dasm\u00ebs s\u00eb Hamzait. T\u00eb h\u00ebn\u00ebn 17-09-79. Dal\u00eb teTrandafili.\u201d \u201cKan\u00eb pas\u00eb nj\u00eb trandafil shum\u00eb t\u00eb bukur n\u00eb cep t\u00eb oborrit t\u00eb shpis\u00eb s\u00eb madhe, aty dilshin tana herat n\u00eb fotografi.\u201dShih, m\u00eb thot\u00eb, sesi jan\u00eb vesh\u00eb. Njani nuk \u00e7onte lek\u00eb n\u00eb shpi po blente ve\u00e7 tesha, q\u00eb n\u2019at koh\u00eb s\u2019i ka pas\u00eb kush si ai. Kurse tjetri rrinte tan\u00eb nat\u00ebn tuj i kep vet. T\u00eb dy jan\u00eb kan\u00eb merakli t\u2019maruem p\u00ebr tesha t\u00eb mira. Duhet t\u00eb jet\u00eb kan\u00eb e hane\u2026po, dita kur nusja rrinte n\u00eb divan. Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb pas dasme, nuses i duhej me nejt n\u00eb divan p\u00ebr me ardh me e pa tana grat\u00eb e katunit. Asaj ju dashke me kan\u00eb gati qysh prej ores tet\u00eb t\u00eb nadjes, u ulke n\u00eb divan, i lidhte duert p\u00ebrpara belit. Duhej me nejt me syt\u00eb ul\u00eb, nana jeme n\u2019at\u00eb koh\u00eb m\u2019thanke: \u201cDuhet me kqyr n\u00eb lule t\u00eb shtat\u00eb t\u00eb sexhades!\u201d p\u00ebr me e pas\u00eb ma leht\u00eb e mos me harrue e pahiri me i \u00e7ue syt\u00eb. Tana grate i bijshin \u00e7ka kishin n\u2019shpi. Dikush djath\u00eb, dikush tlyen, dikush tjet\u00ebr \u00e7orap e 30 lek\u00eb\u2026k\u00ebshtu ma. Me harrna, jeta jon\u00eb asht kan\u00eb me harrna.\u201d Nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr fotografi e shkrepur at\u00eb t\u00eb h\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb vitit 1979 n\u00eb oborrin e nj\u00eb sht\u00ebpie n\u00eb fshatin e Bujanit, ka t\u00eb fiksuar dy djem t\u00eb rinj me kostume t\u00eb zeza dhe me qeleshe n\u00eb kok\u00eb. N\u00eb mes tyre ka nj\u00eb bosh prej dy p\u00ebll\u00ebmb\u00ebsh. Jan\u00eb t\u00eb kthyer n\u00eb profil, me duar n\u00eb xhepa, rrin\u00eb drejt e me k\u00ebmb\u00eb t\u00eb ngulura fort n\u00eb tok\u00eb. 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