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01.04.2019 | Diana Malaj | nyje.al\u00a0<\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/p>

Ngjarja nuk zhvillohet n\u00eb Pet\u00ebrburg, por n\u00eb nj\u00eb qytet-burg q\u00eb p\u00ebr ur\u00eb ka mbikalimet prej hekuri dhe fekalesh. Rr\u00ebfimi i Ad\u00ebs nga Kamza nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb rr\u00ebfim sentimental i nj\u00eb historie intime, ama pak nga \u201cNet t\u00eb bardha\u201d do na sh\u00ebrbej\u00eb her\u00eb pas here si fill p\u00ebrshkues i nj\u00eb grushti momentesh jet\u00ebsore t\u00eb b\u00ebra shuk n\u00eb mendjen e saj. Si \u00ebnd\u00ebrrimtari vetmitar.<\/span><\/p>

Rr\u00ebfimi n\u00eb librin \u201cNet t\u00eb bardha\u201d ndahet n\u00eb kat\u00ebr net dhe nj\u00eb m\u00ebngjes. I yni n\u00eb kat\u00ebr dhoma, dhe nj\u00eb rrug\u00eb.\u00a0 Historia e Ad\u00ebs \u00ebsht\u00eb karfica q\u00eb lidh fustanin ton\u00eb me teshat tuaja. Dikush nga ne duhet t\u00eb jet\u00eb gjyshja plak\u00eb dhe e verb\u00ebr, q\u00eb k\u00ebrkon gjithmon\u00eb nj\u00eb z\u00eb t\u2019ia rr\u00ebfej\u00eb at\u00eb q\u00eb po ndodh. Dhe jemi t\u00eb detyruar t\u00eb rrim\u00eb bashk\u00eb. Ne vend t\u00eb nyjes, do p\u00ebrdorim nj\u00eb karfic\u00eb deri n\u00eb fund t\u00eb rr\u00ebfimit. Me siguri fjal\u00ebt nuk do t\u00eb ken\u00eb muzikalitetin e \u201cBerberit t\u00eb Seviljes\u201d, por nj\u00eb \u201cplak\u00eb e mir\u00eb a plak i mir\u00eb\u201d q\u00eb don t\u00eb marr\u00eb k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi, do dij\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb t\u00eb drejtoj\u00eb fytyr\u00ebn nga vijn\u00eb z\u00ebrat e thell\u00eb.<\/span><\/p>

Nuk insistojm\u00eb si Nastjenka p\u00ebr t\u2019ia d\u00ebgjuar historin\u00eb e saj. Nuk do e p\u00ebrballonim dot trembjen nga nj\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigje e mundshme \u201cnuk kam nj\u00eb histori\u201d. Fundja si disa prej nesh, q\u00eb her\u00eb n\u00eb tuf\u00eb e her\u00eb t\u00eb vet\u00ebm, ndihemi gjithmon\u00eb fillikat. Takimi me t\u00eb ndodh krejt rast\u00ebsisht, si n\u00eb ur\u00ebn e nj\u00ebr\u00ebs prej net\u00ebve t\u00eb bardha, por pa manifestime t\u00eb d\u00ebshp\u00ebrimit. Nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb e qet\u00eb, me ka\u00e7urrela t\u00eb zinj, q\u00eb s\u2019mund t\u00eb jet\u00eb kurr\u00eb zem\u00ebrake nga m\u00ebnyra sesi v\u00ebshtron, \u00ebsht\u00eb ulur n\u00eb fund t\u00eb urbanit tek kthehet nga fakulteti i saj.<\/span><\/p>

Dhoma e par\u00eb
<\/strong>Ajo studion n\u00eb deg\u00ebn e Informatik\u00ebs Ekonomike, n\u00eb vit t\u00eb dyt\u00eb. Sapo ka l\u00ebn\u00eb pas sezonin e provimeve. Sezon jo fort i mbar\u00eb p\u00ebr Ad\u00ebn. Situata post-protest\u00eb studentore ka dh\u00ebn\u00eb efektet e saj. Perdja ra, hakmarrja erdhi. Profesor\u00eb q\u00eb kan\u00eb turfulluar gjat\u00eb revolt\u00ebs duke folur n\u00ebn dh\u00ebmb\u00eb \u201cp\u00ebrse merren me ne dhe plagjiaturat tona kur kan\u00eb nj\u00ebmij\u00eb gj\u00ebra t\u00eb tjera q\u00eb nuk funksionojn\u00eb\u201d, u ka ardh dita t\u00eb shfryjn\u00eb me lezet mbi teza.<\/span><\/p>

Ajri i fakultetit ka ndryshuar; u kan\u00eb v\u00ebn\u00eb nj\u00eb kondicioner dhe nj\u00eb rrjet wireless-i q\u00eb nuk funksionon. Sakaq k\u00ebrkesat e tjera jan\u00eb ende pezull; edhe k\u00ebrkes\u00ebs p\u00ebr t\u00eb pasur akses t\u00eb pakufizuar n\u00eb bibliotek\u00ebn e fakultetit u jan\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigjur q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb fond i mbyllur. N\u00eb auditoret e k\u00ebtij fakulteti Ada gjen gjithmon\u00eb nj\u00eb cep p\u00ebr t\u2019u ulur, mund\u00ebsisht af\u00ebr ndonj\u00eb kolone. \u00cbnd\u00ebrrimtari i vetmuar te \u201cNet t\u00eb Bardha\u201d thot\u00eb se n\u00eb k\u00ebto vende nuk duket sikur ndri\u00e7on i nj\u00ebjti diell p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjith\u00eb njer\u00ebzit e tjer\u00eb, por shikon nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr, t\u00eb ri, si i porositur posa\u00e7\u00ebrisht p\u00ebr k\u00ebto qoshe. N\u00eb k\u00ebto qoshe, sikur jetohet nj\u00eb jet\u00eb krej ndryshe. Nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb q\u00eb p\u00ebr Ad\u00ebn k\u00ebto dhoma leksionesh synojn\u00eb t\u00eb qethin me t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin model mendimin, dhe \u00e7rr\u00ebnjosin guximin e mendimit origjinal, ajo reziston p\u00ebr hir t\u00eb vendimit p\u00ebr t\u00eb p\u00ebrmbushur ciklin e studimeve dhe t\u2019i shkoj\u00eb deri n\u00eb fund k\u00ebsaj rruge shtrema-shtrema<\/em>.<\/span><\/p>

Dhoma e dyt\u00eb<\/strong><\/span>
Periferia dhe qendra p\u00ebr t\u00eb nuk kan\u00eb m\u00eb dallime. Nga Tirana n\u00eb Kam\u00ebz dhe p\u00ebrkund\u00ebr, \u00ebsht\u00eb i nj\u00ebjti rrip toke i ngusht\u00eb, i zhurmsh\u00ebm, i ndotur dhe i mbingarkuar. Ndjehet e pavend dhe e huaj kudo. Megjithat\u00eb, ajo na rr\u00ebfen q\u00eb dikur kishte pasur nj\u00eb cep t\u00eb preferuar ku shkonte p\u00ebr t\u00eb v\u00ebshtruar sjelljet e kalimtar\u00ebve. \u201cUa shoh sjelljet. Ecin shum\u00eb ngadal\u00eb dhe rrall\u00eb jan\u00eb vet\u00ebm. Rrall\u00eb her\u00eb shoh parakalime t\u00eb heshtura. Shumica e njer\u00ebzve flasin. Grat\u00eb e kan\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb kok\u00ebn t\u00eb kthyer nga vitrinat. Nd\u00ebrsa pleqt\u00eb jan\u00eb si dy akrepa t\u00eb ndalur q\u00eb llafosen teksa kalon p\u00ebrbri tyre ndonj\u00eb vajz\u00eb \u00e7apk\u00ebne. Nuk u shp\u00ebton asgj\u00eb. Jan\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb duke v\u00ebzhguar nj\u00ebri-tjetrin. Syt\u00eb dhe kokat i l\u00ebvizin si fshir\u00ebset e xhamave t\u00eb makinave.\u201d<\/span><\/p>

Ad\u00ebs son\u00eb nuk i flasin vet\u00ebm njer\u00ebzit. Si \u00ebnd\u00ebrrimtari i Dostojevskit, ajo ia njeh sht\u00ebpit\u00eb qytetit. Duket sikur secila k\u00ebrkon ta shoh\u00eb me t\u00eb gjitha dritaret dhe t\u2019i thot\u00eb se kur do i shtojn\u00eb nj\u00eb kat, nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr se kur do t\u00eb legalizohet, e nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr se kur do t\u2019i kthehen banuesit e saj. Qyteti i z\u00eb frym\u00ebn, ndaj ajo \u00ebsht\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb n\u00eb nxitim drejt sht\u00ebpis\u00eb.<\/span><\/p>

Dhoma e tret\u00eb<\/strong><\/span>
\u201cK\u00ebto dit\u00eb po k\u00ebrkoj me ngulm t\u00eb rilexoj \u201cStudentin n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi\u201d, por Migjeni nuk gjendet kudo. Studentit t\u00eb tij fillojn\u00eb t\u2019ia d\u00ebgjojn\u00eb fjal\u00ebn kur diplomohet, kthehet n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi me titullin mjek dhe pritet t\u00eb sjell\u00eb t\u00eb ardhura n\u00eb familje. K\u00ebt\u00eb kam v\u00ebn\u00eb re q\u00eb ndodh n\u00eb familjet tona edhe sot. Familjar\u00ebt sillen ndryshe me ne vet\u00ebm pasi i arrin k\u00ebto dy kushte.\u201d K\u00ebshtu na e kujton Nushin dhe tonin e t\u00eb atit i cili q\u00eb kur i ishte kthyer djali prej viseve t\u00eb larg\u00ebta i fliste me dy nota ma posht\u00eb. Dikur n\u00eb sol<\/em>, e m\u00eb pas n\u00eb re.<\/em> Nushit, me tone t\u2019ambla dhe me pyetje t\u00eb \u00e7interesueme nd\u00ebrsa pjes\u00ebtar\u00ebve t\u00eb tjer\u00eb t\u00eb familjes ashp\u00ebr dhe vrazhd\u00eb. Ada ia ka dal\u00eb ta thot\u00eb mendimin e saj edhe brenda mureve t\u00eb familjes. Madje sa her\u00eb q\u00eb kthehet n\u00eb fshat, t\u00eb af\u00ebrmit iu drejtohen prind\u00ebrve t\u00eb saj me fjal\u00ebt \u201cAda do t\u2019ua b\u00ebj\u00eb k\u00ebsulen me hije\u201d – dhe qesh tek na e thot\u00eb. \u201cN\u00eb fakt nuk e kam privuar veten p\u00ebr t\u00eb ruajtur nderin e askujt, por mund t\u00eb kem hequr dor\u00eb nga d\u00ebshirat e mia vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr t\u2019iu q\u00ebndruar af\u00ebr n\u00eb momente kur kan\u00eb pasur v\u00ebrtet nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr mua.\u201d \u00a0Dhe hap der\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr\u2026<\/span><\/p>

Dhoma e kat\u00ebrt<\/strong><\/span>
\u201cQytetin e krijoj brenda dhom\u00ebs sime. Ndonj\u00eb lib\u00ebr, muzik\u00eb dhe telefonin. I jam rikthyer leximeve t\u00eb autor\u00ebve rus. Po lexoj dhe \u201cI huaji\u201d i Camus\u00eb. Sa her\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb bie dielli n\u00eb kok\u00eb mendoj p\u00ebr Merson\u00eb. Po p\u00ebrpiqem t\u00eb njoh veten, por deri tani nuk ia kam arritur. Nga shkolla kam dal\u00eb pa pasione, nga universiteti po dal e paformuar, dhe kjo m\u00eb brengos. Kam ankthin e shkarjes s\u00eb koh\u00ebs. Do doja shum\u00eb q\u00eb dita t\u00eb ishte m\u00eb e gjat\u00eb se 24 or\u00eb, pasi s\u2019m\u00eb mjafton.\u201d<\/span><\/p>

Na tregon se dikur pikturonte. \u201cKam nj\u00eb bllok sh\u00ebnimesh, n\u00eb t\u00eb cilin gjen fjal\u00eb dhe skica. M\u00eb s\u00eb shumti kam vizatuar sy, dhe kjo ndoshta pse jam ndjer\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb\u00a0 e survejuar, e mbik\u00ebqyrur nga shoq\u00ebria. Shpesh mendoj se gj\u00ebrat nuk i shoh krejt ashtu si\u00e7 jan\u00eb dhe m\u00eb kujtohet \u00ebnd\u00ebrrimtari i \u201cNet t\u00eb bardha\u201d. Ai pavarsisht se e deshti shum\u00eb vajz\u00ebn q\u00eb e la, arriti t\u00eb \u00e7moj\u00eb ca cop\u00ebza lumturie. Nj\u00eb zemre t\u00eb vetmuar, t\u00eb trisht\u00eb dhe me perspektiv\u00eb t\u00eb zymt\u00eb i mjafton nj\u00eb moment lumturie n\u00eb gjith\u00eb jet\u00ebn e saj\u201d, kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb ajo \u00e7ka m\u00eb mbetet t\u00eb b\u00ebj n\u00eb udh\u00ebtimin tim.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

01.04.2019 | Diana Malaj | nyje.al\u00a0 Ngjarja nuk zhvillohet n\u00eb Pet\u00ebrburg, por n\u00eb nj\u00eb qytet-burg q\u00eb p\u00ebr ur\u00eb ka mbikalimet prej hekuri dhe fekalesh. Rr\u00ebfimi i Ad\u00ebs nga Kamza nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb rr\u00ebfim sentimental i nj\u00eb historie intime, ama pak nga \u201cNet t\u00eb bardha\u201d do na sh\u00ebrbej\u00eb her\u00eb pas here si fill p\u00ebrshkues i nj\u00eb grushti momentesh jet\u00ebsore t\u00eb b\u00ebra shuk n\u00eb mendjen e saj. Si \u00ebnd\u00ebrrimtari vetmitar. Rr\u00ebfimi n\u00eb librin \u201cNet t\u00eb bardha\u201d ndahet n\u00eb kat\u00ebr net dhe nj\u00eb m\u00ebngjes. I yni n\u00eb kat\u00ebr dhoma, dhe nj\u00eb rrug\u00eb.\u00a0 Historia e Ad\u00ebs \u00ebsht\u00eb karfica q\u00eb lidh fustanin ton\u00eb me teshat tuaja. Dikush nga ne duhet t\u00eb jet\u00eb gjyshja plak\u00eb dhe e verb\u00ebr, q\u00eb k\u00ebrkon gjithmon\u00eb nj\u00eb z\u00eb t\u2019ia rr\u00ebfej\u00eb at\u00eb q\u00eb po ndodh. Dhe jemi t\u00eb detyruar t\u00eb rrim\u00eb bashk\u00eb. Ne vend t\u00eb nyjes, do p\u00ebrdorim nj\u00eb karfic\u00eb deri n\u00eb fund t\u00eb rr\u00ebfimit. Me siguri fjal\u00ebt nuk do t\u00eb ken\u00eb muzikalitetin e \u201cBerberit t\u00eb Seviljes\u201d, por nj\u00eb \u201cplak\u00eb e mir\u00eb a plak i mir\u00eb\u201d q\u00eb don t\u00eb marr\u00eb k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsi, do dij\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb t\u00eb drejtoj\u00eb fytyr\u00ebn nga vijn\u00eb z\u00ebrat e thell\u00eb. Nuk insistojm\u00eb si Nastjenka p\u00ebr t\u2019ia d\u00ebgjuar historin\u00eb e saj. Nuk do e p\u00ebrballonim dot trembjen nga nj\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigje e mundshme \u201cnuk kam nj\u00eb histori\u201d. Fundja si disa prej nesh, q\u00eb her\u00eb n\u00eb tuf\u00eb e her\u00eb t\u00eb vet\u00ebm, ndihemi gjithmon\u00eb fillikat. Takimi me t\u00eb ndodh krejt rast\u00ebsisht, si n\u00eb ur\u00ebn e nj\u00ebr\u00ebs prej net\u00ebve t\u00eb bardha, por pa manifestime t\u00eb d\u00ebshp\u00ebrimit. Nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb e qet\u00eb, me ka\u00e7urrela t\u00eb zinj, q\u00eb s\u2019mund t\u00eb jet\u00eb kurr\u00eb zem\u00ebrake nga m\u00ebnyra sesi v\u00ebshtron, \u00ebsht\u00eb ulur n\u00eb fund t\u00eb urbanit tek kthehet nga fakulteti i saj. Dhoma e par\u00ebAjo studion n\u00eb deg\u00ebn e Informatik\u00ebs Ekonomike, n\u00eb vit t\u00eb dyt\u00eb. Sapo ka l\u00ebn\u00eb pas sezonin e provimeve. Sezon jo fort i mbar\u00eb p\u00ebr Ad\u00ebn. Situata post-protest\u00eb studentore ka dh\u00ebn\u00eb efektet e saj. Perdja ra, hakmarrja erdhi. Profesor\u00eb q\u00eb kan\u00eb turfulluar gjat\u00eb revolt\u00ebs duke folur n\u00ebn dh\u00ebmb\u00eb \u201cp\u00ebrse merren me ne dhe plagjiaturat tona kur kan\u00eb nj\u00ebmij\u00eb gj\u00ebra t\u00eb tjera q\u00eb nuk funksionojn\u00eb\u201d, u ka ardh dita t\u00eb shfryjn\u00eb me lezet mbi teza. Ajri i fakultetit ka ndryshuar; u kan\u00eb v\u00ebn\u00eb nj\u00eb kondicioner dhe nj\u00eb rrjet wireless-i q\u00eb nuk funksionon. Sakaq k\u00ebrkesat e tjera jan\u00eb ende pezull; edhe k\u00ebrkes\u00ebs p\u00ebr t\u00eb pasur akses t\u00eb pakufizuar n\u00eb bibliotek\u00ebn e fakultetit u jan\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigjur q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb fond i mbyllur. N\u00eb auditoret e k\u00ebtij fakulteti Ada gjen gjithmon\u00eb nj\u00eb cep p\u00ebr t\u2019u ulur, mund\u00ebsisht af\u00ebr ndonj\u00eb kolone. \u00cbnd\u00ebrrimtari i vetmuar te \u201cNet t\u00eb Bardha\u201d thot\u00eb se n\u00eb k\u00ebto vende nuk duket sikur ndri\u00e7on i nj\u00ebjti diell p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjith\u00eb njer\u00ebzit e tjer\u00eb, por shikon nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr, t\u00eb ri, si i porositur posa\u00e7\u00ebrisht p\u00ebr k\u00ebto qoshe. N\u00eb k\u00ebto qoshe, sikur jetohet nj\u00eb jet\u00eb krej ndryshe. Nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb q\u00eb p\u00ebr Ad\u00ebn k\u00ebto dhoma leksionesh synojn\u00eb t\u00eb qethin me t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin model mendimin, dhe \u00e7rr\u00ebnjosin guximin e mendimit origjinal, ajo reziston p\u00ebr hir t\u00eb vendimit p\u00ebr t\u00eb p\u00ebrmbushur ciklin e studimeve dhe t\u2019i shkoj\u00eb deri n\u00eb fund k\u00ebsaj rruge shtrema-shtrema. Dhoma e dyt\u00ebPeriferia dhe qendra p\u00ebr t\u00eb nuk kan\u00eb m\u00eb dallime. Nga Tirana n\u00eb Kam\u00ebz dhe p\u00ebrkund\u00ebr, \u00ebsht\u00eb i nj\u00ebjti rrip toke i ngusht\u00eb, i zhurmsh\u00ebm, i ndotur dhe i mbingarkuar. Ndjehet e pavend dhe e huaj kudo. Megjithat\u00eb, ajo na rr\u00ebfen q\u00eb dikur kishte pasur nj\u00eb cep t\u00eb preferuar ku shkonte p\u00ebr t\u00eb v\u00ebshtruar sjelljet e kalimtar\u00ebve. \u201cUa shoh sjelljet. Ecin shum\u00eb ngadal\u00eb dhe rrall\u00eb jan\u00eb vet\u00ebm. Rrall\u00eb her\u00eb shoh parakalime t\u00eb heshtura. Shumica e njer\u00ebzve flasin. Grat\u00eb e kan\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb kok\u00ebn t\u00eb kthyer nga vitrinat. Nd\u00ebrsa pleqt\u00eb jan\u00eb si dy akrepa t\u00eb ndalur q\u00eb llafosen teksa kalon p\u00ebrbri tyre ndonj\u00eb vajz\u00eb \u00e7apk\u00ebne. Nuk u shp\u00ebton asgj\u00eb. Jan\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb duke v\u00ebzhguar nj\u00ebri-tjetrin. Syt\u00eb dhe kokat i l\u00ebvizin si fshir\u00ebset e xhamave t\u00eb makinave.\u201d Ad\u00ebs son\u00eb nuk i flasin vet\u00ebm njer\u00ebzit. Si \u00ebnd\u00ebrrimtari i Dostojevskit, ajo ia njeh sht\u00ebpit\u00eb qytetit. Duket sikur secila k\u00ebrkon ta shoh\u00eb me t\u00eb gjitha dritaret dhe t\u2019i thot\u00eb se kur do i shtojn\u00eb nj\u00eb kat, nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr se kur do t\u00eb legalizohet, e nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr se kur do t\u2019i kthehen banuesit e saj. Qyteti i z\u00eb frym\u00ebn, ndaj ajo \u00ebsht\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb n\u00eb nxitim drejt sht\u00ebpis\u00eb. 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