{"id":16512,"date":"2022-09-06T16:19:47","date_gmt":"2022-09-06T16:19:47","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/nyje.al\/?p=16512"},"modified":"2024-09-27T10:16:11","modified_gmt":"2024-09-27T08:16:11","slug":"valbona","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/nyje.al\/sq\/valbona\/","title":{"rendered":"Valbona"},"content":{"rendered":"<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-post\" data-elementor-id=\"16512\" class=\"elementor elementor-16512\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-deb8edd elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default wpr-particle-no wpr-jarallax-no wpr-parallax-no wpr-sticky-section-no\" data-id=\"deb8edd\" data-element_type=\"section\" data-e-type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-58ed8f8\" data-id=\"58ed8f8\" data-element_type=\"column\" data-e-type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-4d85e15 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"4d85e15\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p style=\"text-align: justify\"><span style=\"color: #800000;font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\"><strong>Antonela Pepkolaj | 06.08.2022 | nyje.al<\/strong><\/span><\/p><blockquote><p><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\"><em>\u201cMe jetue n\u00e9 Provinc, <\/em><em>Me ec, e me ec, deri n\u00e9 rraskapitje,<\/em><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\"><em>Me hy mesp\u00e9rmes turm\u00e9s, <\/em><em>N\u00e9 metropol.<\/em><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\"><em>Arom\u00e9n e parfumit me trazue <\/em><em>me rrug\u00e9n e zhurmshme,<\/em><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\"><em>Me trotuaret ambulant. <\/em><em>Me ec, pa u ndal. <\/em><em>Me ba&#8217; si e lumtur,<\/em><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\"><em>Me nd\u00e9rrue t\u00e9 folur\u00e9n, <\/em><em>Gegnisht e Tosknisht vramull me i ba&#8217;&#8230;<\/em><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\"><em>E n\u00e9p\u00e9r turm\u00e9 me hy&#8217;. <\/em><em>Me u ba&#8217;, nj\u00e9 me realen.<\/em><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\"><em>Me u pajtue me hap\u00e9siren. <\/em><em>Me t\u00e9 vogl\u00e9n.. me bardh e zi..<\/em><\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\"><em>Me marr frym\u00e9 Province..\u201d<\/em><\/span><\/p><\/blockquote><p style=\"text-align: justify\"><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">K\u00ebto jan\u00eb disa vargje t\u00eb shk\u00ebputura nga krijimtaria poetike e Valbon\u00ebs, referuar Kamz\u00ebs, n\u00eb t\u00eb cilin jeton prej shum\u00eb vitesh. P\u00ebrvoja e urbanes, e zhvendosjes, e nyj\u00ebtimit t\u00eb mund\u00ebsive dhe pamund\u00ebsive q\u00eb ofron jeta n\u00eb skaje, ia kan\u00eb kushtetuar q\u00ebnien dhe m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn e saj t\u00eb banuarit t\u00eb qytetit.<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: justify\"><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Pavar\u00ebsisht se profesionin e \u00a0m\u00ebsuesis\u00eb e ka \u00ebnd\u00ebrruar prej koh\u00ebsh, von\u00eb i \u00ebsht\u00eb\u00a0dh\u00ebn\u00eb\u00a0mund\u00ebsia ta ushtroj\u00eb at\u00eb\u00a0me shum\u00eb pasion\u00a0e p\u00ebrkushtim. Ajo e do dijen, dhe \u00ebsht\u00eb n\u00eb p\u00ebrpjekje t\u00eb vazhdueshme p\u00ebr ta p\u00ebrftuar at\u00eb, sidomos duke qen\u00eb n\u00eb marr\u00ebdh\u00ebnie t\u00eb p\u00ebrditshme me nx\u00ebn\u00ebsit dhe koleg\u00ebt e saj n\u00eb shkoll\u00ebn \u201cElina\u201d. \u00cbndrra p\u00ebr t\u00eb ndjekur studimet e larta i mbeti peng p\u00ebr nj\u00ebzet vite, n\u00eb fillim prej daj\u00ebs s\u00eb babait, q\u00eb kishte studiuar n\u00eb Stamboll p\u00ebr\u00a0Teologji Islame dhe ishte hoxh\u00eb, shkak i t\u00eb cilit familja u klasifikua me biografi te keqe.\u00a0Mandej p\u00ebr shkak se u martua dhe duhej kujdesur p\u00ebr familjen dhe sht\u00ebpin\u00eb, ajo d\u00ebshir\u00eb u shty edhe p\u00ebr ca koh\u00eb. K\u00ebt\u00eb Valbona e justifikon me th\u00ebnien \u201c<em><i>..ishte koha<\/i><\/em>\u201d, por, thot\u00eb, \u201c.<em><i>..koh\u00ebn e bajm\u00eb vet\u00eb<\/i><\/em>\u201d, p\u00ebr t\u00eb cil\u00ebn ajo\u00a0\u00ebsht\u00eb munduar dhe ka sakrifikuar shum\u00eb nga jeta e saj.<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: justify\"><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Shprehet se migrimi \u00ebsht\u00eb shum\u00eb m\u00eb i v\u00ebshtir\u00eb se emigrimi dhe, p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb sjell si shembull ardhjen e banor\u00ebve nga zonat\u00a0kryesisht t\u00eb veriut dhe verilindjes\u00a0t\u00eb cil\u00ebt l\u00ebviz\u00ebn drejt Tiran\u00ebs n\u00eb Kam\u00ebz p\u00ebr nj\u00eb jet\u00eb\u00a0m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb. Thot\u00eb se, ata q\u00eb nuk vdiq\u00ebn n\u00eb udh\u00ebtimin e tyre jasht\u00eb\u00a0Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb, pan\u00eb\u00a0drit\u00eb gradualisht, nd\u00ebrsa k\u00ebta t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt, q\u00eb jan\u00eb ende k\u00ebtu, p\u00ebrballen me v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsi q\u00eb ndon\u00ebse duhet t\u00eb ishin tejkaluar, na p\u00ebndjekin edhe sot. Pa drita, pa uj\u00eb, pa asnj\u00eb lloj infrastrukture, t\u00eb\u00a0\u2018ardhurit\u2019 &#8211; ashtu si\u00e7 na etiketuan, thekson ajo &#8211;\u00a0nd\u00ebrtuan qytetin\u00a0e tyre. Pohon se m\u00eb problematikja ka qen\u00eb mungesa e pun\u00ebs, \u00e7far\u00eb krijoi mund\u00ebsi p\u00ebr dyndjen e fasonerive. P\u00ebrve\u00e7 k\u00ebsaj,\u00a0shton ajo,\u00a0mungojn\u00eb investime serioze. Kamza ka p\u00ebsuar ndryshime nd\u00ebr vite, por jeta vazhdon t\u00eb mbetet e varf\u00ebr p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb papun\u00ebsis\u00eb, arsyeja p\u00ebrse rinia largohet dhe rrezikohet shpopullimi i vendit. Vet\u00eb ajo \u00ebsht\u00eb zhvendosur nga Tropoja dhe jeton prej vitesh n\u00eb\u00a0Kam\u00ebz.<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: justify\"><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Nga ana tjet\u00ebr, ajo pohon se mir\u00ebqenia fizike nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb e vetmja e mir\u00eb\u00a0q\u00eb njer\u00ebzit duhet t\u00eb k\u00ebrkojn\u00eb, por edhe at\u00eb shpirt\u00ebrore, t\u00eb cil\u00ebn Valbona e nj\u00ebson me kultur\u00ebn dhe artin. \u201cU\u00a0japin njer\u00ebzve buk\u00eb\u00a0dhe cirk, si n\u00eb antikitet\u201d, shprehet p\u00ebr qasjen\u00a0e pushtetit lokal n\u00eb Kam\u00ebz, por jo vet\u00ebm. Iniciativat jan\u00eb t\u00eb pakta dhe njer\u00ebzit nuk kan\u00eb \u00e7far\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebjn\u00eb, pos t\u00eb shtyjn\u00eb koh\u00ebn n\u00ebp\u00ebr parukeri dhe kafene, t\u00eb cilat, si\u00e7 thot\u00eb Valbona, jan\u00eb me shumic\u00eb. Pallati i kultur\u00ebs duhet t\u00eb sh\u00ebrbej\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb p\u00ebr aktivitete kulturore dhe t\u00eb \u00a0p\u00ebrdoret m\u00eb pak p\u00ebr takime elektorale. Panairi i librit, q\u00eb ajo e vler\u00ebson si nj\u00eb nd\u00ebrmarrje t\u00eb mir\u00eb, duhet t\u00eb b\u00ebhet dy her\u00eb\u00a0n\u00eb vit dhe me \u00e7mime m\u00eb t\u00eb arsyeshme. K\u00ebt\u00eb Valbona e thot\u00eb edhe si autore e cila ka botuar. \u201cUn\u00eb nuk kam dashur t\u00eb\u00a0b\u00ebj ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb biznes me libra, pjes\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe i kam dhuruar&#8221;.<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: justify\"><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Si autore, Valbona e ka zbuluar veten her\u00ebt. Poezia e par\u00eb q\u00eb ka shkruar ka qen\u00eb kur ishte dhjet\u00eb vje\u00e7e, p\u00ebr m\u00ebsuesen e saj. N\u00eb nj\u00eb fletore q\u00eb nuk i \u00ebsht\u00eb ndar\u00eb p\u00ebr pjes\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe t\u00eb jet\u00ebs, Valbona ka shkruar poezi p\u00ebr shumic\u00ebn e gj\u00ebrave q\u00eb ka p\u00ebrjetuar. Tregon se, fletoren e mbante kudo me vete, kur shkonte n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb n\u00eb \u00e7ant\u00eb, kur u martua e kishte posht\u00eb paj\u00ebs, kur lindi pran\u00eb djepit. I p\u00eblqen t\u00eb shkruaj\u00eb p\u00ebr peizazhin, p\u00ebr t\u00eb bukur\u00ebn dhe ndjesit\u00eb\u00a0shpirt\u00ebrore. P\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb, Valbon\u00ebs iu publikua nj\u00eb cik\u00ebl me poezi te gazeta \u201cShk\u00eblzeni\u201d n\u00eb Bajram Curr. Mban mend q\u00eb u pagua 70 lek\u00eb te reja, sa pes\u00ebmb\u00ebdhjet\u00eb dit\u00eb pune t\u00eb prind\u00ebrve n\u00eb\u00a0kooperativ\u00eb, prej t\u00eb cilave 50 ia dha t\u00eb atit, 20 v\u00ebllait. P\u00ebr jet\u00ebn n\u00eb komuniz\u00ebm ajo shprehet se nuk i sheh asnj\u00eb an\u00eb pozitive, jetesa e limituar n\u00eb frik\u00eb, terror, dhunimi i fjal\u00ebs s\u00eb\u00a0lir\u00eb\u2026 por s\u00ebrish, edhe tranzicioni ishte dhe vazhdon te mbetet i mundimsh\u00ebm p\u00ebr jetes\u00ebn e njer\u00ebzve t\u00eb thjesht\u00eb.<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: justify\"><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Nga f\u00ebmij\u00ebria e saj n\u00eb komuniz\u00ebm, Valbona mban mend plot gj\u00ebra, t\u00eb cilat i rr\u00ebfen n\u00eb librin e saj m\u00eb t\u00eb fundit q\u00eb do ta botoj\u00eb s\u00eb shpejti si nj\u00eb v\u00ebllim me tregime t\u00eb shkurtra. Ndoshta, kujtimi m\u00eb i \u00e7muar \u00ebsht\u00eb gjyshja, Ajshe Hoxha, nj\u00eb grua, n\u00eb syrin e saj, shum\u00eb e talentuar dhe e ndjeshme. Thot\u00eb se, nuk kishte televizor n\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebri dhe radioja ishte e rrezikshme sepse kapte\u00a0stacione\u00a0nga Prishtina, k\u00ebshtuq\u00eb, koh\u00ebn e kalonte duke d\u00ebgjuar rr\u00ebfime prej gjyshes. Kjo gj\u00eb, e ka b\u00ebr\u00eb Valbon\u00ebn nj\u00eb njeri me imagjinat\u00eb t\u00eb gjall\u00eb dhe q\u00eb shpesh\u00a0e shkonte\u00a0koh\u00ebn duke fantazuar.<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: justify\"><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">P\u00ebrrallat e rr\u00ebfyera nga gjyshja, ajo i ka bashkuar n\u00eb nj\u00eb v\u00ebllim prej 36 p\u00ebrrallash t\u00eb titulluar \u201cSht\u00ebpia pa dyer\u201d, t\u00eb cil\u00ebn Valbona e cil\u00ebson si nj\u00eb nd\u00ebr veprat m\u00eb t\u00eb mira q\u00eb ka shkruar. Por, p\u00ebrrallat nuk jan\u00eb e vetmja arsye pse Valbona ndjen nj\u00eb lidhje t\u00eb ve\u00e7ant\u00eb me gjyshen, m\u00eb s\u00eb shumti \u00ebsht\u00eb kurajoja q\u00eb ka marr\u00eb si f\u00ebmij\u00eb prej q\u00ebndrimit t\u00eb saj n\u00eb koh\u00eb q\u00eb ajo i cil\u00ebson aq t\u00eb err\u00ebta. \u201cSe si ka mundur, duke qen\u00eb n\u00eb skamje dhe, pa asnj\u00eb\u00a0shpres\u00eb\u00a0p\u00ebr t\u00eb\u00a0ardhmen, t\u00eb jet\u00eb njeri aq i gjall\u00eb me aq pasion p\u00ebr jet\u00ebn, s\u2019e di\u201d.<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: justify\"><span style=\"font-family: georgia, palatino, serif;font-size: 14pt\">Nx\u00ebn\u00ebsit e Valbon\u00ebs do t\u00eb mund t\u00eb thonin t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn gj\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb.<\/span><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Antonela Pepkolaj | 06.08.2022 | nyje.al \u201cMe jetue n\u00e9 Provinc, Me ec, e me ec, deri n\u00e9 rraskapitje, Me hy mesp\u00e9rmes turm\u00e9s, N\u00e9 metropol. Arom\u00e9n e parfumit me trazue me rrug\u00e9n e zhurmshme, Me trotuaret ambulant. Me ec, pa u ndal. Me ba&#8217; si e lumtur, Me nd\u00e9rrue t\u00e9 folur\u00e9n, Gegnisht e Tosknisht vramull me i ba&#8217;&#8230; E n\u00e9p\u00e9r turm\u00e9 me hy&#8217;. Me u ba&#8217;, nj\u00e9 me realen. Me u pajtue me hap\u00e9siren. Me t\u00e9 vogl\u00e9n.. me bardh e zi.. Me marr frym\u00e9 Province..\u201d K\u00ebto jan\u00eb disa vargje t\u00eb shk\u00ebputura nga krijimtaria poetike e Valbon\u00ebs, referuar Kamz\u00ebs, n\u00eb t\u00eb cilin jeton prej shum\u00eb vitesh. P\u00ebrvoja e urbanes, e zhvendosjes, e nyj\u00ebtimit t\u00eb mund\u00ebsive dhe pamund\u00ebsive q\u00eb ofron jeta n\u00eb skaje, ia kan\u00eb kushtetuar q\u00ebnien dhe m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn e saj t\u00eb banuarit t\u00eb qytetit. Pavar\u00ebsisht se profesionin e \u00a0m\u00ebsuesis\u00eb e ka \u00ebnd\u00ebrruar prej koh\u00ebsh, von\u00eb i \u00ebsht\u00eb\u00a0dh\u00ebn\u00eb\u00a0mund\u00ebsia ta ushtroj\u00eb at\u00eb\u00a0me shum\u00eb pasion\u00a0e p\u00ebrkushtim. Ajo e do dijen, dhe \u00ebsht\u00eb n\u00eb p\u00ebrpjekje t\u00eb vazhdueshme p\u00ebr ta p\u00ebrftuar at\u00eb, sidomos duke qen\u00eb n\u00eb marr\u00ebdh\u00ebnie t\u00eb p\u00ebrditshme me nx\u00ebn\u00ebsit dhe koleg\u00ebt e saj n\u00eb shkoll\u00ebn \u201cElina\u201d. \u00cbndrra p\u00ebr t\u00eb ndjekur studimet e larta i mbeti peng p\u00ebr nj\u00ebzet vite, n\u00eb fillim prej daj\u00ebs s\u00eb babait, q\u00eb kishte studiuar n\u00eb Stamboll p\u00ebr\u00a0Teologji Islame dhe ishte hoxh\u00eb, shkak i t\u00eb cilit familja u klasifikua me biografi te keqe.\u00a0Mandej p\u00ebr shkak se u martua dhe duhej kujdesur p\u00ebr familjen dhe sht\u00ebpin\u00eb, ajo d\u00ebshir\u00eb u shty edhe p\u00ebr ca koh\u00eb. K\u00ebt\u00eb Valbona e justifikon me th\u00ebnien \u201c..ishte koha\u201d, por, thot\u00eb, \u201c&#8230;koh\u00ebn e bajm\u00eb vet\u00eb\u201d, p\u00ebr t\u00eb cil\u00ebn ajo\u00a0\u00ebsht\u00eb munduar dhe ka sakrifikuar shum\u00eb nga jeta e saj. Shprehet se migrimi \u00ebsht\u00eb shum\u00eb m\u00eb i v\u00ebshtir\u00eb se emigrimi dhe, p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb sjell si shembull ardhjen e banor\u00ebve nga zonat\u00a0kryesisht t\u00eb veriut dhe verilindjes\u00a0t\u00eb cil\u00ebt l\u00ebviz\u00ebn drejt Tiran\u00ebs n\u00eb Kam\u00ebz p\u00ebr nj\u00eb jet\u00eb\u00a0m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb. Thot\u00eb se, ata q\u00eb nuk vdiq\u00ebn n\u00eb udh\u00ebtimin e tyre jasht\u00eb\u00a0Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb, pan\u00eb\u00a0drit\u00eb gradualisht, nd\u00ebrsa k\u00ebta t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt, q\u00eb jan\u00eb ende k\u00ebtu, p\u00ebrballen me v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsi q\u00eb ndon\u00ebse duhet t\u00eb ishin tejkaluar, na p\u00ebndjekin edhe sot. Pa drita, pa uj\u00eb, pa asnj\u00eb lloj infrastrukture, t\u00eb\u00a0\u2018ardhurit\u2019 &#8211; ashtu si\u00e7 na etiketuan, thekson ajo &#8211;\u00a0nd\u00ebrtuan qytetin\u00a0e tyre. Pohon se m\u00eb problematikja ka qen\u00eb mungesa e pun\u00ebs, \u00e7far\u00eb krijoi mund\u00ebsi p\u00ebr dyndjen e fasonerive. P\u00ebrve\u00e7 k\u00ebsaj,\u00a0shton ajo,\u00a0mungojn\u00eb investime serioze. Kamza ka p\u00ebsuar ndryshime nd\u00ebr vite, por jeta vazhdon t\u00eb mbetet e varf\u00ebr p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb papun\u00ebsis\u00eb, arsyeja p\u00ebrse rinia largohet dhe rrezikohet shpopullimi i vendit. Vet\u00eb ajo \u00ebsht\u00eb zhvendosur nga Tropoja dhe jeton prej vitesh n\u00eb\u00a0Kam\u00ebz. Nga ana tjet\u00ebr, ajo pohon se mir\u00ebqenia fizike nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb e vetmja e mir\u00eb\u00a0q\u00eb njer\u00ebzit duhet t\u00eb k\u00ebrkojn\u00eb, por edhe at\u00eb shpirt\u00ebrore, t\u00eb cil\u00ebn Valbona e nj\u00ebson me kultur\u00ebn dhe artin. \u201cU\u00a0japin njer\u00ebzve buk\u00eb\u00a0dhe cirk, si n\u00eb antikitet\u201d, shprehet p\u00ebr qasjen\u00a0e pushtetit lokal n\u00eb Kam\u00ebz, por jo vet\u00ebm. Iniciativat jan\u00eb t\u00eb pakta dhe njer\u00ebzit nuk kan\u00eb \u00e7far\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebjn\u00eb, pos t\u00eb shtyjn\u00eb koh\u00ebn n\u00ebp\u00ebr parukeri dhe kafene, t\u00eb cilat, si\u00e7 thot\u00eb Valbona, jan\u00eb me shumic\u00eb. Pallati i kultur\u00ebs duhet t\u00eb sh\u00ebrbej\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb p\u00ebr aktivitete kulturore dhe t\u00eb \u00a0p\u00ebrdoret m\u00eb pak p\u00ebr takime elektorale. Panairi i librit, q\u00eb ajo e vler\u00ebson si nj\u00eb nd\u00ebrmarrje t\u00eb mir\u00eb, duhet t\u00eb b\u00ebhet dy her\u00eb\u00a0n\u00eb vit dhe me \u00e7mime m\u00eb t\u00eb arsyeshme. K\u00ebt\u00eb Valbona e thot\u00eb edhe si autore e cila ka botuar. \u201cUn\u00eb nuk kam dashur t\u00eb\u00a0b\u00ebj ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb biznes me libra, pjes\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe i kam dhuruar&#8221;. Si autore, Valbona e ka zbuluar veten her\u00ebt. Poezia e par\u00eb q\u00eb ka shkruar ka qen\u00eb kur ishte dhjet\u00eb vje\u00e7e, p\u00ebr m\u00ebsuesen e saj. N\u00eb nj\u00eb fletore q\u00eb nuk i \u00ebsht\u00eb ndar\u00eb p\u00ebr pjes\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe t\u00eb jet\u00ebs, Valbona ka shkruar poezi p\u00ebr shumic\u00ebn e gj\u00ebrave q\u00eb ka p\u00ebrjetuar. Tregon se, fletoren e mbante kudo me vete, kur shkonte n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb n\u00eb \u00e7ant\u00eb, kur u martua e kishte posht\u00eb paj\u00ebs, kur lindi pran\u00eb djepit. I p\u00eblqen t\u00eb shkruaj\u00eb p\u00ebr peizazhin, p\u00ebr t\u00eb bukur\u00ebn dhe ndjesit\u00eb\u00a0shpirt\u00ebrore. P\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb, Valbon\u00ebs iu publikua nj\u00eb cik\u00ebl me poezi te gazeta \u201cShk\u00eblzeni\u201d n\u00eb Bajram Curr. Mban mend q\u00eb u pagua 70 lek\u00eb te reja, sa pes\u00ebmb\u00ebdhjet\u00eb dit\u00eb pune t\u00eb prind\u00ebrve n\u00eb\u00a0kooperativ\u00eb, prej t\u00eb cilave 50 ia dha t\u00eb atit, 20 v\u00ebllait. P\u00ebr jet\u00ebn n\u00eb komuniz\u00ebm ajo shprehet se nuk i sheh asnj\u00eb an\u00eb pozitive, jetesa e limituar n\u00eb frik\u00eb, terror, dhunimi i fjal\u00ebs s\u00eb\u00a0lir\u00eb\u2026 por s\u00ebrish, edhe tranzicioni ishte dhe vazhdon te mbetet i mundimsh\u00ebm p\u00ebr jetes\u00ebn e njer\u00ebzve t\u00eb thjesht\u00eb. Nga f\u00ebmij\u00ebria e saj n\u00eb komuniz\u00ebm, Valbona mban mend plot gj\u00ebra, t\u00eb cilat i rr\u00ebfen n\u00eb librin e saj m\u00eb t\u00eb fundit q\u00eb do ta botoj\u00eb s\u00eb shpejti si nj\u00eb v\u00ebllim me tregime t\u00eb shkurtra. Ndoshta, kujtimi m\u00eb i \u00e7muar \u00ebsht\u00eb gjyshja, Ajshe Hoxha, nj\u00eb grua, n\u00eb syrin e saj, shum\u00eb e talentuar dhe e ndjeshme. Thot\u00eb se, nuk kishte televizor n\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebri dhe radioja ishte e rrezikshme sepse kapte\u00a0stacione\u00a0nga Prishtina, k\u00ebshtuq\u00eb, koh\u00ebn e kalonte duke d\u00ebgjuar rr\u00ebfime prej gjyshes. Kjo gj\u00eb, e ka b\u00ebr\u00eb Valbon\u00ebn nj\u00eb njeri me imagjinat\u00eb t\u00eb gjall\u00eb dhe q\u00eb shpesh\u00a0e shkonte\u00a0koh\u00ebn duke fantazuar. P\u00ebrrallat e rr\u00ebfyera nga gjyshja, ajo i ka bashkuar n\u00eb nj\u00eb v\u00ebllim prej 36 p\u00ebrrallash t\u00eb titulluar \u201cSht\u00ebpia pa dyer\u201d, t\u00eb cil\u00ebn Valbona e cil\u00ebson si nj\u00eb nd\u00ebr veprat m\u00eb t\u00eb mira q\u00eb ka shkruar. Por, p\u00ebrrallat nuk jan\u00eb e vetmja arsye pse Valbona ndjen nj\u00eb lidhje t\u00eb ve\u00e7ant\u00eb me gjyshen, m\u00eb s\u00eb shumti \u00ebsht\u00eb kurajoja q\u00eb ka marr\u00eb si f\u00ebmij\u00eb prej q\u00ebndrimit t\u00eb saj n\u00eb koh\u00eb q\u00eb ajo i cil\u00ebson aq t\u00eb err\u00ebta. \u201cSe si ka mundur, duke qen\u00eb n\u00eb skamje dhe, pa asnj\u00eb\u00a0shpres\u00eb\u00a0p\u00ebr t\u00eb\u00a0ardhmen, t\u00eb jet\u00eb njeri aq i gjall\u00eb me aq pasion p\u00ebr jet\u00ebn, s\u2019e di\u201d. 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