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Antonela Pepkolaj | 22.04.2022 | nyje.al\u00a0<\/strong><\/span><\/p>

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Nj\u00eb d\u00ebshmi e Tropoj\u00ebs
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Koha \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb hap\u00ebsir\u00eb q\u00eb duhet mbushur, n\u00ebse jo me gj\u00ebrat q\u00eb do, me \u00e7kado tjet\u00ebr. Apatia mund t\u00eb jet\u00eb nj\u00eb s\u00ebmundje e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb p\u00ebr trurin dhe fizikun dhe m\u00ebrzia nj\u00eb sebep p\u00ebr melankoli. Grat\u00eb, p\u00ebr ato n\u00eb fshat flasim, kan\u00eb nj\u00eb lloj apatie funksionale: ato b\u00ebjn\u00eb gjith\u00e7ka pa u angazhuar n\u00eb asgj\u00eb, mbushin koh\u00ebn me nevojat e t\u00eb tjer\u00ebve. N\u00ebse ndokush q\u00eb nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb burr\u00eb, do guxonte t\u00eb kishte sadopak diversitet n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn sesi kalohet koha, do cil\u00ebsohej n\u00eb kuptimin e par\u00eb t\u00eb fjal\u00ebs, e marr\u00eb. Ky diversitet si nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb shp\u00ebrfaqur sadopak nga ajo vete\u00a0q\u00eb e quajm\u00eb vetja autentike. Nevojat emocionale jan\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00ebsisht jasht\u00eb diskutimi, madje t\u00eb kesh nevoja t\u00eb tilla \u00ebsht\u00eb e p\u00ebrbuzshme dhe shenj\u00eb dob\u00ebsie. Frika nga intimiteti \u00ebsht\u00eb edhe m\u00eb e madhe se frika nga varf\u00ebria.<\/span><\/p>

Por Violeta, nuk vuan nga k\u00ebto gj\u00ebra. Q\u00eb n\u00eb vegj\u00ebli e ndjente se ishte tejet e ndjeshme p\u00ebr t\u00eb p\u00ebrballuar ngurt\u00ebsin\u00eb e nj\u00eb atmosfere tipike veriore shqiptare. Nj\u00eb lloj ndjeshm\u00ebrie p\u00ebr t\u00eb cil\u00ebn ishte mjaft e lumtur q\u00eb e ndante edhe me t\u00eb v\u00ebllan\u00eb, dy vite m\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl. P\u00ebrgjith\u00ebsisht ishte puna dhe p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsit\u00eb e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb q\u00eb i bashkonin. Kujdeseshin p\u00ebr bagtit\u00eb, p\u00ebr mbjelljen, p\u00ebr korrjen, p\u00ebr vad\u00ebn e ujit, p\u00ebr gjith\u00eb ato gj\u00ebra q\u00eb lipseshin p\u00ebr mbar\u00ebvatjen e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb. Violeta i besonte v\u00ebllas\u00eb p\u00ebrfytyrimet e saj m\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7uditshme. Pem\u00ebt i dukeshin si pleq, madje t\u00eb dy kishin gjetur nga nj\u00eb pem\u00eb gjegj\u00ebse p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjith\u00eb pleqt\u00eb e fshatit. N\u00eb pranver\u00eb, xix\u00ebllonjat ishin shpirtrat e shtrigave n\u00eb fshat, q\u00eb kishin dal\u00eb t\u00eb sulmonin djemt\u00eb, ndaj Violeta i kapte dhe i mbyste duke i shtypur me gur. N\u00eb dim\u00ebr, lexonin Dhiat\u00ebn e re dhe luteshin q\u00eb asnj\u00eb nga familjar\u00ebt e tjer\u00eb t\u00eb mos i shp\u00ebtonte dit\u00ebs s\u00eb gjykimit, ve\u00e7 atyre t\u00eb dyve bashk\u00eb. Ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb, kur dikush, m\u00eb s\u00eb shumti baba, i hidhte Violet\u00ebs ndonj\u00eb v\u00ebrejtje p\u00ebr di\u00e7ka, ngushtohej dhe kishte zakon t\u00eb mbyllej diku p\u00ebr t\u00eb qar\u00eb, i v\u00ebllai gatuante dark\u00ebn n\u00eb vend t\u00eb Violet\u00ebs dhe, e stiste pun\u00ebn q\u00eb t\u00eb dy t\u00eb rrinin jasht\u00eb deri von\u00eb, duke ecur, ngr\u00ebn\u00eb fruta dhe biseduar. N\u00eb thelb, ndanin nj\u00eb lloj intimiteti dhe ngjashm\u00ebrie t\u00eb asaj intuite q\u00eb rrok Violet\u00ebn dhe q\u00eb shtriqej n\u00eb p\u00ebrmasa t\u00eb vagullta deri te v\u00ebllai.<\/span><\/p>

Sado q\u00eb, n\u00eb mendjen e saj Violeta e kuptonte se nuk merrte meritat e plota t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsis\u00eb s\u00eb saj n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, si m\u00eb e madhja e shtat\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebve, ajo gjithashtu e kuptonte se kjo gj\u00eb i shkonte p\u00ebr shtat karakterit t\u00eb saj. Ishte p\u00ebrshtatur mir\u00eb me konceptimin patriarkal t\u00eb jet\u00ebs n\u00eb p\u00ebrgjith\u00ebsi. I p\u00eblqente q\u00eb mund t\u00eb ndiqte disa udh\u00ebzime dhe t\u00eb injorohej n\u00eb qet\u00ebsi nga pjesa m\u00eb e madhe e njer\u00ebzve. I p\u00eblqente q\u00eb, duke qen\u00eb vajz\u00eb e ndershme, mund t\u00eb ishte edhe vajz\u00eb e heshtur q\u00eb s\u2019kishte pse e zgjaste muhabetin si tep\u00ebr me asnj\u00eb. I p\u00eblqente q\u00eb mund t\u00eb d\u00ebgjonte pa u ndjer\u00eb e detyruar t\u00eb afirmoj\u00eb prezenc\u00ebn e vet me asnj\u00eb lloj mendimi a gjykimi p\u00ebr asgj\u00eb. E shijonte koh\u00ebn q\u00eb kalonte me pun\u00eb duke menduar p\u00ebr gj\u00ebrat e saj t\u00eb preferuara, nd\u00ebrsa prind\u00ebrit ndiheshin krenar\u00eb me llojin e vajz\u00ebs pun\u00ebtore dhe t\u00eb urt\u00eb q\u00eb ajo ishte. N\u00eb nj\u00ebfar\u00eb kuptimi, ndihej sikur ruante nj\u00eb sekret t\u00eb madh, dhe ky sekret ishte identiteti i saj i v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, q\u00eb e ndante n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrpunuar vet\u00ebm me t\u00eb v\u00ebllan\u00eb.<\/span><\/p>

Por vitet kalojn\u00eb dhe teksa t\u00eb dy s\u00eb bashku prekin rinin\u00eb, p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsit\u00eb e tyre ndahen dhe b\u00ebhen m\u00eb specifike. V\u00ebllas\u00eb i duhet t\u00eb punoj\u00eb dhe t\u00eb siguroj\u00eb t\u00eb ardhura, si djali m\u00eb i madh i sht\u00ebpis\u00eb. P\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb ai shkon n\u00eb Greqi si emigrant dhe mb\u00ebshtet familjen nga larg. Violeta vuan dhe mbytet nga rutina q\u00eb \u00e7udit\u00ebrisht e kupton p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb sa monotone dhe e m\u00ebrzitshme \u00ebsht\u00eb. Koh\u00ebn q\u00eb e kalonte duke i folur t\u00eb v\u00ebllas\u00eb, tash e kalon duke hedhur gur\u00eb n\u00eb ar\u00ebn posht\u00eb sht\u00ebpis\u00eb. M\u00eb n\u00eb fund mori nj\u00eb foto nga v\u00ebllai, t\u00eb cilin kishte rreth dy vite pa e par\u00eb. Fotoja ishte k\u00ebshtu: v\u00ebllai i veshur me nj\u00eb kanotier\u00eb t\u00eb bardh\u00eb, i buz\u00ebqeshte kamer\u00ebs i ulur n\u00eb krevatin e vet. Muri \u00ebsht\u00eb krejt i bardh\u00eb dhe, diku af\u00ebr cepit t\u00eb djatht\u00eb t\u00eb fotografis\u00eb, \u00ebsht\u00eb i varur nj\u00eb poster Playboy me nj\u00eb bjonde q\u00eb mbante veshur vet\u00ebm mbathje t\u00eb vogla blu. Ky \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb detaj q\u00eb i shkakton mjaft dhimbje Violet\u00ebs. Fakti q\u00eb v\u00ebllai ka pjes\u00eb t\u00eb huaja t\u00eb identitetit t\u00eb vet, t\u00eb cilat Violeta nuk i njeh, e b\u00ebn t\u00eb ndihet e tradhtuar. Gj\u00ebrat p\u00ebrkeq\u00ebsohen pas disa muajsh, kur Violeta merr vesh se v\u00ebllai i saj ka n\u00eb plan t\u00eb fejohet n\u00eb Greqi dhe t\u00eb mos kthehet m\u00eb n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri.<\/span><\/p>

Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb faz\u00eb n\u00eb jet\u00ebn e Violet\u00ebs, n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn, nga personi q\u00eb ndjente nj\u00eb lloj krenarie n\u00eb alienimin e vet me bot\u00ebn, fillon t\u00eb besoj\u00eb se n\u00eb fakt, ajo \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb njeri boll i mjer\u00eb. N\u00eb fshat thon\u00eb se i dha zor vedit, k\u00ebshtu thon\u00eb edhe ata q\u00eb e njohin n\u00eb Kam\u00ebz. Filloi t\u00eb mendoj\u00eb se \u00ebsht\u00eb e sh\u00ebmtuar, dhe ndaj asnj\u00eb njeri nuk do martohej me t\u00eb, t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn asnj\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb ishte jasht\u00eb Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb, n\u00eb Greqi bie fjala. Pasiviteti i saj \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb investim q\u00eb s\u2019do i sillte asnj\u00eb \u00a0lloj fitimi dhe, nd\u00ebrsa t\u00eb gjith\u00eb t\u00eb af\u00ebrmit e vet do vazhdonin jet\u00ebn e tyre, kudo me \u00e7far\u00ebdo, ajo do mbetej nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb e urt\u00eb dhe pun\u00ebtore lart n\u00eb malet e Tropoj\u00ebs. Nuk dihet n\u00ebse vet\u00ebvrasja e saj ishte e planifikuar, apo n\u00ebse rast\u00ebsisht n\u00eb nj\u00eb mesdit\u00eb pranvere thjesht vendosi t\u00eb marr\u00eb pushk\u00ebn e t\u00eb atit e t\u00eb shtinte drejt vetes, por dihet se p\u00ebrpara se t\u00eb q\u00ebllonte, thirri tri her\u00eb emrin e t\u00eb v\u00ebllait.<\/span><\/p>

K\u00ebshtu ndodhi: n\u00eb at\u00eb orar zakonisht n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi q\u00ebllonte vet\u00ebm i ati. Violeta i b\u00ebnte nj\u00eb kafe turke dhe t\u00eb dy pushonin pak p\u00ebrpara se Violeta t\u00eb gatuante dark\u00ebn. Sa b\u00ebri kafen, rr\u00ebmbeu pushk\u00ebn e varur n\u00eb mur te dhoma e prind\u00ebrve dhe, nd\u00ebrsa tyta e pushk\u00ebs takonte pjerrin\u00ebn e livadhit posht\u00eb oborrit t\u00eb sht\u00ebpis\u00eb, p\u00ebrpara se t\u00eb takonte frym\u00ebn e saj t\u00eb fundit, Violeta th\u00ebrret emrin e t\u00eb v\u00ebllait dhe qan. Babai e gjeti trupin e Violet\u00ebs fill n\u00eb hyrje t\u00eb ar\u00ebs. P\u00ebr t\u00eb gjith\u00eb ishte nj\u00eb ndodhi jo vet\u00ebm anormale, por edhe e pabesueshme. S\u00eb bashku me humbjen, familjar\u00ebt duhet edhe t\u00eb shqet\u00ebsoheshin p\u00ebr namin e familjes, q\u00eb mund t\u00eb kompromentohej nga nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb e re q\u00eb vret veten nga hi\u00e7i. Th\u00ebrrasin disa fshatar\u00eb dhe nj\u00eb mjek, p\u00ebr t\u00eb v\u00ebrtetuar n\u00eb trupin e vdekur t\u00eb Violet\u00ebs, se ajo nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb shtatz\u00ebn\u00eb dhe se \u00ebsht\u00eb n\u00eb fakt, ende e virgj\u00ebr, sido q\u00eb t\u00eb mund t\u00eb v\u00ebrtetohej kjo e fundit. K\u00ebshtu q\u00eb, meq\u00eb Violeta nj\u00ebzet-vje\u00e7are, nuk kishte ndonj\u00eb t\u00eb dashur q\u00eb refuzonte t\u00eb martohej me t\u00eb, pasi i kishte marr\u00eb nderin, duhet t\u00eb ket\u00eb vrar\u00eb veten nga malli p\u00ebr t\u00eb v\u00ebllan\u00eb, t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb narrativa q\u00eb qarkullon ende p\u00ebr vet\u00ebvrasjen e Violet\u00ebs.<\/span><\/p>

Jeta n\u00eb fshat u b\u00eb shum\u00eb e v\u00ebshtir\u00eb p\u00ebr familjar\u00ebt e tjer\u00eb. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb ndiheshin ngapak fajtor\u00eb. Shpesh, i ati q\u00eb kishte d\u00ebshmuar momentet e fundit t\u00eb Violet\u00ebs, zgjohej nat\u00ebn dhe tentonte t\u00eb mbyste veten. Ndaj s\u00eb bashku u zhvendos\u00ebn n\u00eb Kam\u00ebz, ndryshe do ishin \u00e7mendur t\u00eb gjith\u00eb, si\u00e7 shprehen ata q\u00eb e njohin familjen. V\u00ebllai u fejua dhe vazhdon sot e k\u00ebsaj dite t\u00eb jetoj\u00eb n\u00eb Greqi, tashm\u00eb me tre f\u00ebmij\u00eb. P\u00ebr Violet\u00ebn mund t\u00eb thuhet se ndoshta vuante nga depresioni n\u00eb at\u00eb koh\u00eb, n\u00eb fshat i thon\u00eb gazep. Nuk kaloi shum\u00eb koh\u00eb dhe vdiq edhe i ati. F\u00ebmij\u00ebt e tjer\u00eb jan\u00eb martuar dhe kan\u00eb nd\u00ebrtuar jet\u00ebt e tyre. Violeta prehet n\u00eb Tropoj\u00eb, rreth nj\u00eb kilomet\u00ebr larg sht\u00ebpis\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn u rrit dhe jetoi.<\/span><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Antonela Pepkolaj | 22.04.2022 | nyje.al\u00a0 Nj\u00eb d\u00ebshmi e Tropoj\u00ebsKoha \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb hap\u00ebsir\u00eb q\u00eb duhet mbushur, n\u00ebse jo me gj\u00ebrat q\u00eb do, me \u00e7kado tjet\u00ebr. Apatia mund t\u00eb jet\u00eb nj\u00eb s\u00ebmundje e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb p\u00ebr trurin dhe fizikun dhe m\u00ebrzia nj\u00eb sebep p\u00ebr melankoli. Grat\u00eb, p\u00ebr ato n\u00eb fshat flasim, kan\u00eb nj\u00eb lloj apatie funksionale: ato b\u00ebjn\u00eb gjith\u00e7ka pa u angazhuar n\u00eb asgj\u00eb, mbushin koh\u00ebn me nevojat e t\u00eb tjer\u00ebve. N\u00ebse ndokush q\u00eb nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb burr\u00eb, do guxonte t\u00eb kishte sadopak diversitet n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn sesi kalohet koha, do cil\u00ebsohej n\u00eb kuptimin e par\u00eb t\u00eb fjal\u00ebs, e marr\u00eb. Ky diversitet si nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb shp\u00ebrfaqur sadopak nga ajo vete\u00a0q\u00eb e quajm\u00eb vetja autentike. Nevojat emocionale jan\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00ebsisht jasht\u00eb diskutimi, madje t\u00eb kesh nevoja t\u00eb tilla \u00ebsht\u00eb e p\u00ebrbuzshme dhe shenj\u00eb dob\u00ebsie. Frika nga intimiteti \u00ebsht\u00eb edhe m\u00eb e madhe se frika nga varf\u00ebria. Por Violeta, nuk vuan nga k\u00ebto gj\u00ebra. Q\u00eb n\u00eb vegj\u00ebli e ndjente se ishte tejet e ndjeshme p\u00ebr t\u00eb p\u00ebrballuar ngurt\u00ebsin\u00eb e nj\u00eb atmosfere tipike veriore shqiptare. Nj\u00eb lloj ndjeshm\u00ebrie p\u00ebr t\u00eb cil\u00ebn ishte mjaft e lumtur q\u00eb e ndante edhe me t\u00eb v\u00ebllan\u00eb, dy vite m\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl. P\u00ebrgjith\u00ebsisht ishte puna dhe p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsit\u00eb e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb q\u00eb i bashkonin. Kujdeseshin p\u00ebr bagtit\u00eb, p\u00ebr mbjelljen, p\u00ebr korrjen, p\u00ebr vad\u00ebn e ujit, p\u00ebr gjith\u00eb ato gj\u00ebra q\u00eb lipseshin p\u00ebr mbar\u00ebvatjen e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb. Violeta i besonte v\u00ebllas\u00eb p\u00ebrfytyrimet e saj m\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7uditshme. Pem\u00ebt i dukeshin si pleq, madje t\u00eb dy kishin gjetur nga nj\u00eb pem\u00eb gjegj\u00ebse p\u00ebr t\u00eb gjith\u00eb pleqt\u00eb e fshatit. N\u00eb pranver\u00eb, xix\u00ebllonjat ishin shpirtrat e shtrigave n\u00eb fshat, q\u00eb kishin dal\u00eb t\u00eb sulmonin djemt\u00eb, ndaj Violeta i kapte dhe i mbyste duke i shtypur me gur. N\u00eb dim\u00ebr, lexonin Dhiat\u00ebn e re dhe luteshin q\u00eb asnj\u00eb nga familjar\u00ebt e tjer\u00eb t\u00eb mos i shp\u00ebtonte dit\u00ebs s\u00eb gjykimit, ve\u00e7 atyre t\u00eb dyve bashk\u00eb. Ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb, kur dikush, m\u00eb s\u00eb shumti baba, i hidhte Violet\u00ebs ndonj\u00eb v\u00ebrejtje p\u00ebr di\u00e7ka, ngushtohej dhe kishte zakon t\u00eb mbyllej diku p\u00ebr t\u00eb qar\u00eb, i v\u00ebllai gatuante dark\u00ebn n\u00eb vend t\u00eb Violet\u00ebs dhe, e stiste pun\u00ebn q\u00eb t\u00eb dy t\u00eb rrinin jasht\u00eb deri von\u00eb, duke ecur, ngr\u00ebn\u00eb fruta dhe biseduar. N\u00eb thelb, ndanin nj\u00eb lloj intimiteti dhe ngjashm\u00ebrie t\u00eb asaj intuite q\u00eb rrok Violet\u00ebn dhe q\u00eb shtriqej n\u00eb p\u00ebrmasa t\u00eb vagullta deri te v\u00ebllai. Sado q\u00eb, n\u00eb mendjen e saj Violeta e kuptonte se nuk merrte meritat e plota t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsis\u00eb s\u00eb saj n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, si m\u00eb e madhja e shtat\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebve, ajo gjithashtu e kuptonte se kjo gj\u00eb i shkonte p\u00ebr shtat karakterit t\u00eb saj. Ishte p\u00ebrshtatur mir\u00eb me konceptimin patriarkal t\u00eb jet\u00ebs n\u00eb p\u00ebrgjith\u00ebsi. I p\u00eblqente q\u00eb mund t\u00eb ndiqte disa udh\u00ebzime dhe t\u00eb injorohej n\u00eb qet\u00ebsi nga pjesa m\u00eb e madhe e njer\u00ebzve. I p\u00eblqente q\u00eb, duke qen\u00eb vajz\u00eb e ndershme, mund t\u00eb ishte edhe vajz\u00eb e heshtur q\u00eb s\u2019kishte pse e zgjaste muhabetin si tep\u00ebr me asnj\u00eb. I p\u00eblqente q\u00eb mund t\u00eb d\u00ebgjonte pa u ndjer\u00eb e detyruar t\u00eb afirmoj\u00eb prezenc\u00ebn e vet me asnj\u00eb lloj mendimi a gjykimi p\u00ebr asgj\u00eb. E shijonte koh\u00ebn q\u00eb kalonte me pun\u00eb duke menduar p\u00ebr gj\u00ebrat e saj t\u00eb preferuara, nd\u00ebrsa prind\u00ebrit ndiheshin krenar\u00eb me llojin e vajz\u00ebs pun\u00ebtore dhe t\u00eb urt\u00eb q\u00eb ajo ishte. N\u00eb nj\u00ebfar\u00eb kuptimi, ndihej sikur ruante nj\u00eb sekret t\u00eb madh, dhe ky sekret ishte identiteti i saj i v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, q\u00eb e ndante n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrpunuar vet\u00ebm me t\u00eb v\u00ebllan\u00eb. Por vitet kalojn\u00eb dhe teksa t\u00eb dy s\u00eb bashku prekin rinin\u00eb, p\u00ebrgjegj\u00ebsit\u00eb e tyre ndahen dhe b\u00ebhen m\u00eb specifike. V\u00ebllas\u00eb i duhet t\u00eb punoj\u00eb dhe t\u00eb siguroj\u00eb t\u00eb ardhura, si djali m\u00eb i madh i sht\u00ebpis\u00eb. P\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb ai shkon n\u00eb Greqi si emigrant dhe mb\u00ebshtet familjen nga larg. Violeta vuan dhe mbytet nga rutina q\u00eb \u00e7udit\u00ebrisht e kupton p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb sa monotone dhe e m\u00ebrzitshme \u00ebsht\u00eb. Koh\u00ebn q\u00eb e kalonte duke i folur t\u00eb v\u00ebllas\u00eb, tash e kalon duke hedhur gur\u00eb n\u00eb ar\u00ebn posht\u00eb sht\u00ebpis\u00eb. M\u00eb n\u00eb fund mori nj\u00eb foto nga v\u00ebllai, t\u00eb cilin kishte rreth dy vite pa e par\u00eb. Fotoja ishte k\u00ebshtu: v\u00ebllai i veshur me nj\u00eb kanotier\u00eb t\u00eb bardh\u00eb, i buz\u00ebqeshte kamer\u00ebs i ulur n\u00eb krevatin e vet. Muri \u00ebsht\u00eb krejt i bardh\u00eb dhe, diku af\u00ebr cepit t\u00eb djatht\u00eb t\u00eb fotografis\u00eb, \u00ebsht\u00eb i varur nj\u00eb poster Playboy me nj\u00eb bjonde q\u00eb mbante veshur vet\u00ebm mbathje t\u00eb vogla blu. Ky \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb detaj q\u00eb i shkakton mjaft dhimbje Violet\u00ebs. Fakti q\u00eb v\u00ebllai ka pjes\u00eb t\u00eb huaja t\u00eb identitetit t\u00eb vet, t\u00eb cilat Violeta nuk i njeh, e b\u00ebn t\u00eb ndihet e tradhtuar. Gj\u00ebrat p\u00ebrkeq\u00ebsohen pas disa muajsh, kur Violeta merr vesh se v\u00ebllai i saj ka n\u00eb plan t\u00eb fejohet n\u00eb Greqi dhe t\u00eb mos kthehet m\u00eb n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri. Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb faz\u00eb n\u00eb jet\u00ebn e Violet\u00ebs, n\u00eb t\u00eb cil\u00ebn, nga personi q\u00eb ndjente nj\u00eb lloj krenarie n\u00eb alienimin e vet me bot\u00ebn, fillon t\u00eb besoj\u00eb se n\u00eb fakt, ajo \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb njeri boll i mjer\u00eb. N\u00eb fshat thon\u00eb se i dha zor vedit, k\u00ebshtu thon\u00eb edhe ata q\u00eb e njohin n\u00eb Kam\u00ebz. Filloi t\u00eb mendoj\u00eb se \u00ebsht\u00eb e sh\u00ebmtuar, dhe ndaj asnj\u00eb njeri nuk do martohej me t\u00eb, t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn asnj\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb ishte jasht\u00eb Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb, n\u00eb Greqi bie fjala. Pasiviteti i saj \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb investim q\u00eb s\u2019do i sillte asnj\u00eb \u00a0lloj fitimi dhe, nd\u00ebrsa t\u00eb gjith\u00eb t\u00eb af\u00ebrmit e vet do vazhdonin jet\u00ebn e tyre, kudo me \u00e7far\u00ebdo, ajo do mbetej nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb e urt\u00eb dhe pun\u00ebtore lart n\u00eb malet e Tropoj\u00ebs. Nuk dihet n\u00ebse vet\u00ebvrasja e saj ishte e planifikuar, apo n\u00ebse rast\u00ebsisht n\u00eb nj\u00eb mesdit\u00eb pranvere thjesht vendosi t\u00eb marr\u00eb pushk\u00ebn e t\u00eb atit e t\u00eb shtinte drejt vetes, por dihet se p\u00ebrpara se t\u00eb q\u00ebllonte, thirri tri her\u00eb emrin e t\u00eb v\u00ebllait. K\u00ebshtu ndodhi: n\u00eb at\u00eb orar zakonisht n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi q\u00ebllonte vet\u00ebm i ati. Violeta i b\u00ebnte nj\u00eb kafe turke dhe t\u00eb dy pushonin pak p\u00ebrpara se Violeta t\u00eb gatuante dark\u00ebn. 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